haf been a while since i updated tis poor blog....
my dear abg kept asking me 2 update...
hahha.... so towie abg zaki coz i gt no time....
nw i'll update watever dat took place 4 de past wks....

wen to IT fare dat last3 sat i guess....
wif my dear abg zaki n nurUl....
b4 dat wen 2 revise for UT @ j.e lib....
it was so jam pack la....
wat i nOe i nearly fainted la...
cnt stand the ppl that kept push me here n dere...
bought lappy a cover....
tanx abg 4 carrying my HEAVY bag 4 me....
after dat wen 2 mit my WUI GUI....
mish hym since a long time nvr mit him...
wat i cn sae he's getting thinner and DARKER...
wakkakaakaka..... eat more otey wui gui....

sch was fun as usual...
only de boring thing is tat it haf been raining for the past few wks....
damn.... so de nt fun lor....
dun like 2 wear raincoat..... look so funni la.....
nt cute.... veri big lor....
my pp finish liao...
weeeEEE!!!
i soooo de haPPy ....
hopefully i'll pass my pp....
amin....

imishmybestie....
wen will u be free to spend time wif me.?
sobx2...

i'll stop here... i'll update soon wen i feel like updating it....
i wish i could do something that can make people happy.....
i hate that i love you so....
peaceee!!
taatata.....

hey ya peepsss....

was the starting of the school today.....
1st lesson was micro c....
damn irritating yet fun.... hehehe...
gt scolding frm my DEAR faci for nt cumin 4 lesson last week....
wahahahah.... kene shot sia... saded.... hais....
lesson was preety short la....
no ppt... onli each person do 1/4 of the codes and done....
but ..... hais...
i made my team lost 4 energy... sob2...
i go click anihw lor.... wahahaha....
funni.... den everi1 disturb me.... =(
hw blur cn i be... hais....

all my 1st UTs flungs.... hais... y uh...??
study oso flung.... bodoh sia me...
i realli nid books 2 study.... realli.....
i wan 2 faster grad frm poly....
stress 2 de max.....
hais...

report is done and nw 1 more burden.... POSTER!!!
hw 2 doooo...? haiyo.... cn i just dun do all dis.... i wan exams.... sob2....
must jia you do poster & present it onces and for all.... hais...
feel so scare le 2 present... skali kena shot frm de advisor den i'm dead....
ohhh GOD help me.....!!!

life seems to very complicated.....
too much obstacles dat came @ 1 shot....
1st wen i got 2 knw dat he's gettin engaged....
2nd wen i noe i dat i must move on frm him....
3rd wen i nid 2 put all de memories dat i had wif both of dem in a box & left it bhind....
4th. . . . . . . . . . .
5th. . . . . . . .
i may nt noe wat's coming nxt 4 me....
will i ever had de strength to go thru' all dis obstacles.....
will i ever have sum1 whu realli care 4 me for whu i'm realli are....
will i ever love sumone like hw i use to love him.....
will i ever find wat's missing in my life.....
de feelin dat i have is sooo strong.....
i'm scared.... realli scared......
i'm scared 2 make de mistake again 4 de 2nd time in my life.....
i'm scared 2 hurt more ppl's feeling .......
so confused.... i realli do..... hais.....

i just wish.......
i can turn back time and make things right.....
hais..... but it's too late..... realli late to turn back.....
onli left is memories.... be it swit or sour..... i treasure it....
'good things only cum once and it'll end dere'........
dat's wat yogibear told me.... & it's true..... veri2 true....
but y must i loose sum1 dat i love soooo much.... i dun understand.....

i'm off now...... nid 2 design my logo 4 class t-shirt.....
tyke care peeps...
muacksss!!

littLe kid is back 2 updaTe a bIt onli....
heheheh.....

juZ gt baCk frM bbQ-inG wiF mY E44F peepS....
iT was fUn eVenthOugh iT's raInin...
loLs...

jUst cHange mY bLogsKin....
nTh 2 do la...
cIan....
scH re-oPenniNG soooonnnn.....
yaY!!!

i mish mY FARHANA......
soBx.....

will upDAte mOre soooooNNNNN..... tyke care peepS.....
tatatatata..................

siCk....
i tink i caught a cold 2dae...
or mayb i'm just feeling down....
hais..... i dun noe...
all de mood just GONE .....
just like dat....
=(

i'm glad dat he's turning 19 liao....
hope he luv de present....
just 1 favour frm u....
wear dat often....
pWish.....
hais...

2dae was fuN in sKUl....
gt 2 disturb ppl...
lesson was pretty easy....
4 de calculation part onli ..... =)
btw tanx 2 FIR 4 de lolipop.....

i've not be toching my pp @ all....
i'm dEad!!!!
i duN noe hw 2 even start lor even i do haf de template...
cn ani1 seat bside me & guide me....??? soBx2...

LATE!!LATE!!LATE!!!
i'm alwaes late 4 skul.... lols....
my grade will b affected sia... BT...
i just dun noe y i like very slacking sia....
good thing gt ppl pick me up wen i'm really late....
tanx to dat person la lor....

y cn't ani1 understand hw i feel 2wards things......
dun noe wen will my heart give up on hym....
wen will i have a proper life......
alots2 of question are left unanswered in my head....
please ani1 gif me de ans dat i wan... pWish.... sob2..... =(

life seems to more complicated now....
looks easy but it's not....
no one noes it....
nt even ME...

kinda confused @ times....
wen i noe i belong 2 sum1...
but i dun feel like....
wierd....

everi hours.....
everi minit....
everi sec....
i still think about hym...
sum1 dat use enter my life....
be dere for me wen i'm in need.....
bt now.....
he's gone....
far2 away frm my life....

i dun understand myself....
what exactli i wan in life.....
hw stupid i cn be....
tryin 2 move on bt FAIL....
wat's so diff btween hym n my other x....
y cn i move on dulu n nt nw...?
wierd huh....
de most i can do is 2 let it b....
hais...
hw i wonder wen will dis cum 2 an end....

LIFE GETTING A LITTLE FUN FOR ME.....
ONLI IN SCHOOL I MEAN....
NEVER I FELT LIKE PONTENING ....
HAHAH....
FUN LA EVENTHOUGH MODULE REALLI DIFFICULT....
WAT DO U XPECT RITE...
YR 2 STUDENT....

BEEN SO STRESS NOW A DAES.....
BT WAS SO 4TUNATE ....
DERE'S ENTERTAINERS IN CLASS 2 MAKE ME LAUGH & DSTRESS MYSELF....
TANX GUYS....
BEEN IN DE SAME GRP WIF HAIRAH 4 LIKE TWICE IN A WK....
SO FUN LA... XCEPT 4 DAT 1 TYME LA....
BT WE MANAGE TO LAUGH AND ENJOY OURSELVES... DT'S IMPT....

HARI RAYA IS CUMING SOONNN.... YAY-NESS.....
HAHAHA.... NO NID 2 PUASE LIAO.... SO MY STOMACH WUN MAKE NOISE...
HEHE... HOPEFULLI YOGIBEAR NT WERKIN MLM RAYA....
CN AJAK DEM MAIN BUNGE API.... YEEPIE... HAHAHAHA.....

WAIT2.... I'M DEAD.... HAVEN DO PP... HW2.... DIE LA...
DUN NOE HW 2 START SIA.... HAIS... DATE LINE IS 1 NOV.... WAH...
JIA LAT.... SUM1 HELP ME LE... =(

UT IS CUMING... DIS CUMING TUESDAE... ANATOMY SUM MORE.. AIYO...
MUST STUDY SIA... IF NOT I'M DEAD DIS TYME... SADED... SO PPL DUN 4 GET TO STUDY 4 UT HOR.....

OKIE LA.... STOPING NOW LIAO... HAPI FASTING AND TATA PEEPS....

baCk 2 update my blog....
since a while i've left my blog aLone...
alot2 of things happens.....
be it good or bad....
sad or happy....
haIs...

sKul been sO fun for me....
niCe peeps....
bt....
onli b wif dem for 4 mths....
nVm....

nW i'm baCk... aLone....
tryiN 2 accpt de fact dat he's nt mIne...
all by mYself.....
hais....

i'm happy for hym nw...
alreadi gt a gf....
hahaha...
been so long sinCe i've met hym....
maklumlah... 24/7 bz.....
all de best la....
u noe hw 2 find me if u nid anythin rite...

2daes lesson realli sux...
make me stress....
feel like goin home....
3rd meeting so pressure sum more...
faci irritating sia....
confirm i'm gettin C...
saded....

i'm done here....
will update soon....
ps: alan... i've update liao... okie...

tyke care peeps....

hols coming 4 me... yipee!!! tyme 2 fill up my time wif lot2 of werk as possible.... hahaha.... den cn go shopping wif my fav aunty pin... both are good in shopping.... ( wasting $$ actualli... ) hhaha... ohh well... dat's our hobby la..... gonna mish her wen she go back malaysia... but nvm...

nxt... i mish my bestie alots2... no joke... hais... i wanna mit her... everytime ppl ak me abt her... i feel like crying.... she's wasn't bside me wen i study, play, shopping, everythin basically...

wen dey other ppl sae dey so long nvr mit her den wat abt me... lagi lame... we dey sae dey mish her... i mish her more... more...more.... i wanna mit u soon okie... we go haf dinner or wat... damn mishes u ....

she just love biting straw.... dun noe y... hhahaha.....

<-- farhana aris....

wen for job interview dat dae... 13 aug... was after skul la... wif heavy bag go dere.... hahhaa.... dragged nurul along wif me... so kind of her la cuming along... appreciate it alots.... headed to raffles place and wen to dis building la... den de security guard very cute... after we finish our interview he ask me whether the interview okie nt... den i sae yah and smile.... so cute la... nt action... hahahah... hopefulli get the job la ... realli wanna try to work as an admin in the bank... u noe the feeling is diff... i wanna xperience doing sumtin diff... dat i nvr do b4.... wish me luck hor... cont'.... wen 2 took picture along the way... the river... scenery was superb nice... indescribable.... beautiful!!! hahaa..... had alot2 of fun wif her dat dae... here's some of the picS....

lesson was fun as alwaes..... classmates all like siao ppl... hahaha... team was fun as per normal...

hehehe... so good rite... hahha... planned for class chalet... it'll b on the 6th & 7th sept.... yipee!!

i wanna go.... bt dun noe cn make it or nt... hais... still considering whether to go chalet wif mie2 or nt... hmmm... i wanna go wif hymm... bt dun noe y he dun let... saded... =(

gonna haf fun sooN... yeah...!! parents goIn 4 holS... den cn do wat i wan... bt den rite... my paint house... sad rite... ani1 wan 2 help me paint... help2 le.... =( tink i wun b werk la on dat 2 daes...

after evertin done den cn go walk2... yeah!!

dat's all abt it....

tata..^^_)

hEy yA derRE...

2Dae Is lIke nOrmaL daE 4 mE...xCepT 4 UT la... hahhaha.... sPeakiN abT uT... jUSt dId UT 4 ciRcuit... wAs pRetti eAsi dIs tIme.... daMnn dEre wasn'T enUf tIme 2 coMplete iT... saDed...
diDn't xPect de pAper 2 b daT easY la... bUt stIll i'M nt daT coNfiDent la... u nOe ppL tenD 2 mAke STUPID CARELESS mistake... hAix...

whOLe daE was iN lAb la... dAmn sLackIn la... oNli dO drIlliN 4 de wHole daE... stUpid rITE... hahaha... fuRthermoRE nt i Do de dRilliN paRt.... haha... taNX 2 akMAl la... stIll gT 2 wks 2 coMple dIS miNi pROj 4 PCB... haIS... ppT waS oKie la... as Per nORmaL....

haD eaRli diNNer wiF nashy... hahaha... lOng tIme siNce i gOt 2 tOk 2 her.... kInda mIsh her....
hahaha... haD diNNer @ maC.... bOth ate mc spicY... hahaha.. suPer duper spiCy... i feel lIke cRyin sIa... hahahah.... tOk 2 eaCh oTHer tIll like 7 plUs i gUess... deN oFF 2 her auNty hOUse 4 tUition ... As 4 ME weN stRaight hOme lOr... yUp2....

cuRentlY nOw i'M jUst kInDa feEl a LittLE saD la... quiTE wierD la... somEtIme i kEpt tiNkin y aM i beiNg tReated thIs waE... haIS.... eVen hYm... iS dIS de wAe u reAlli waN 2 tREat uR GF?!
i'm absoRbing as MucH as I cN bUT dUn Over dO it cOz i'M dO hAf feeLings 2...

hoNestlI i mISh sPenDin tIme wiF besTie... wHen wIll u haF tIme 4 Me lIKe hOW u uSe 2 haF 4 me.... haIs... tyke cARe okie farhana Aris... mIss yOU loTS....

tatatat = /

*^ a sOng daT cOnTaIn mAny2 mEaniNg^*

Yo, I don't know what's goin' on
But I do know one thing
Gotta make it right
Aiight

[Verse 1:]
Man what's goin' out wit chu
Why you treat her like you do
When you know that girl is all about you
Tell me, why you always lose your head
Should find a better way to handle it
You need to stop this game
Before you mess around and lose (Just tryna help ya)

[Chorus:]
What a girl wants (What a girl wants)
What a girl needs
What a girl wants
What a girl needs
A guy to be there for her
What a girl needs (What a girl needs)
Ohhh (What a girl wants)
Ohhh (What a girl needs)
Yeah (What a girl wants)
Honesty, Love, and a friend

[Verse 2:]
(Yeah) You always comin' down on her
Why
You usin' all them foul words
Why
When you know, she'll do anything for you
Tell me, why you always lie to her
You doin' things she don't deserve
Man, if you don't stop
Then she'll end up leaving you (I'm just tryna help ya)

[Chorus:]
I know whatWhat a girl wants (Girl)
What a girl needs (Needs)
What a girl wants (What she wants)
What a girl needs
A guy to be there for her
I know what
What a girl needs (A girl)
What a girl wants (She needs)
What a girl needs (In her world)
What a girl wants
Honesty, Love, and a Friend

[Verse 3:]
You won't know what you got
Til' it's gone
When you're left all alone
She'll be up and out the door
And I'll be right there to say I told you so
No more you had your chance (Had your chance)
Take a hike (Take a hike)
Should've been a man (Should've been a man)
Now she's gone (Now she's gone)
All because you were doin' wrong
Should've listened to me

[Chorus:]
What a girl wants (I told ya)
What a girl needs (What she needs)
What a girl wants (Oh yea)
What a girl needs
Is a guy to be there for her
What she needs (What a girl needs)
In her world (What a girl wants)
What a girl needs
Is a little bit of (What a girl wants)
Honesty, Love, and a Friend
yea, yea, yea

[Bridge: (Background: Repeat "NAH NAH NAH NAH")]
Whassup ladies, I'm Omarion
I'm a Scorpio and I know what a girl needs (Oooh)
Aiight yea

Yo whassup ladies, this is J-Boog
And I' m a Leo
Yea
And I know exactly what it is a girl wants
Believe that

Yea Yo, it's Raz
And I'm a Gemini
And I know exactly what a girl wants
Holla at me (Oooohhh)

Yo yo, whassup ladies, it's Lil' Fizz
And I'm a Sage
And I know all the things
That a girl needs
Ya heard
Aiight
Lets go fellaz

[Chorus:]
What a girl wants (What she wants)
(What a girl needs) What she needs
What a girl wants (Ohh yea)
What a girl needs
Is a guy that will be there for her
What a girl needs (What a girl needs)
Ohh (What a girl wants)
What she wants (What a girl needs)
Ohh yea (What a girl wants)
Is a guy that's gonna be right there for her
As a friend and somebody that she can talk to
What a girl wants (Ohh)
What a girl needs (Yea)
What a girl wants (She wants ohh yea)
What a girl needs

What a girl needs....