tata 2006..... welcum 2007....

goin 2 b a brand new year soonn... less den 10 hrs 2 goooo.... weee..... hahahak,... now rotin @ home.. waaiting 4 mum 2 siap2 den cn gO grandma house... hehe.. yay!!! since besti3 ask me 2 update ..... i update lor... heheh... baik tau.. keke... basically dis year was realli happenning la... cn saae... so many thingy happened... both good & bad... dat's life maahh... hmmm ....not goin sae everithin dat happened 2 me all dis while... just gonna summarise it... coz most of de time i spend time wif bestie... so she alreadi update it... dats mean i no nid 2 rite long2.... hehehe.... otey laa...

basically jan - march nth much 2 sae... hmmm just den i tink i broke up wif ma x dat time... i tink... tk igt...quite sad uh.. coz dat was my 1st guy.. hehe... nice guy.. just dat he's nt de 1 4 me.. i guess... hopefulli he'll fine sum1 dat is far more BETTER den me... hais...

april wen 2 ma new skul... hehe... poly lor.. gt into RP.. hais... bingit jer... bt nvm... had nice fwiens dere... so many things happens durin ma 1st sem.. shall nt tok abt it... 2nd sem... blh la... hais.. fun... bt still prefer my other class.. de gurls rawks.. woohooo...!!! enu of ma skul...

MAY was FUN... enjoyable moments... heheh... gt attached wif syg on de 5th may... hehe... den spend time wif him & bestie... balik2 gi POOL... hehehehe... addicted .... den 19 MAY... mit bestie in de mornin... she passed present... hehhe... gt soft toy.. big sia... hurhur.. nice... tanx again =P ... advance present... heheh.. den wen out 2 haf dinner wif bestie ,kak sab, ma sis & hidayat... @ pizza hut.. heheh.. best... so DAMN full... hehhe.... in skul ma dear syg, darlinx, adek, abg, akak... plUs de facI did sum burfdae suprised.. so TOUCH!!! hurhur... de big dae was 21 MAY.... wen out wif syg de whole daae... 1st time celebrate wif boyf....
jun nth much.. onli kept on goin out wif syg & bestie... den skul & skul & skul....

aug.... hmmmm... BESTIE burfdae... heheh... wen 2 ha dinner wif him & her.. had wonderful time... hope dat she feels dat 2....

sept-oct.... nth other den skulin... den goin out... shoppin wi bestie,.,. den wen 2 c fireworks... weeeee.. nice u noe.... 19 OCT was syg's burdae... heheh... bought him de watch dat he reali wan but not de RED colour... hais... sori... hehhehhe... & den proceed wif de dinner...

nov-dec... dis was de period wen he perangai... hais... felt so depress... bt i was so 4tunaate 2 haf besties & azie & sum other ppl dat realli care or me ... dey reaali console & advise me ... bestie alwaes dere wif me... accompaniing me... TANX FARHANA... APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH.... SO NICE OF EUU..... learn 2 b more patient... & tryin ma best 2 keep dis relationship 4ever... insyallah... christmas dae.. wen out wif syg... wen 2 c de lights & christmas tree... hehehe... nice... all de way wif himm... so like dun wan 2 go home... bt still hais..,. he werkin de next de.. must go home earli.. so sad... hehe... bt @ least i gt 2 lepas kn rindu... hehhe.. mish him alot2.... yah...

dat's all i guess dat basicalli happens dis yr... hmmmmm.. toook pics durin all de outing dat i wen... dat will all b memories... n it'll b kept closed in ma heart...yay!!! hehehe...hmmm...
hopefulli de wishes dat i haven get dis yr ...i cn get it nxt yr.. hmmmm... orite jgk... mesti best 2 c BESTIE meet sum1 dat realli2 care & luv her... insyallaah.... i noe dat person will cum soonn.... yups.... cn't wait 2 finish ma poly & get diploma cert... 2 more yrs 2 go... ape lagi eh...
hmmmm.... skul reopening soon... yay!!! cn't stand stayin @ home... doin nth... hehehe... so da skul tk la boring nah... ard april.. i'll be a 2nd yr student... woohhooo... cool huh... hehehe... bt confirm stress... hAIS... just wait & c how 2007 is goin b like... hopefulli a nice & memorieable 1 la hor.. dun wan 2 b sad2 animore..., i wanna be a bubbly girl lyke wat i used 2 b... alwaes b wif syg... happy2 wif him.....& also c bestie happy....

soooo... dat's all... MAY ALL OF U ENJOY UR LAST FEW HRS OF 2006 & HAF A ENJOYABLE DAES AHEAD IN YR 2007... tyke care people... peaceee.... luv ya allot.... muackkss....

gonna update on dis few daes events...

wen out straight 2 daes sia... sat & sun... hurhur... enjoyin maself... kkeke... since ma parents tkde kt umah kn... enjoy la sikit.. once in de life time pe... wakakaka... otey...

sat wen out wif de gurls...( bestie & azie ).. dey realli best sia... never enjoy maself dis much eventhough dere are onli de 3 of us.... realii best... wen 2 vivocity... walk2... lepak2... hehehe... lookin ard.. realli wan 2 buy dat adidas sweater sia... so de nice... bt xpensive uh.... must fine job uh den cn buy... hais... after dat proceed 2 habourfront... wen 2 buy food 4 dinner @ new york pizza... nice sia bt den de chicken wings was so damn hot la... [ pedas 2 de max ] haha.. shud look fana's face wen eatin de chicken... veri furni... wakakak.... had our dinner @ sentosaa... de spot where we had our food was crowded wif ants... ma god... irritatin sia... plus de other bugs dat were present... after finishing de food , decided 2 wash hand @ de laut dere bt i scared 2 go down.. den dat azie la went down first... she veri de brave la.. lompat2 kt batu2.. tk takut jatoh seh ni bdk... kakaka.... sat @ de shelter dere... coz it was getting dark... lookin @ each other... kakaka... nth 2 do... suddenli smth came.... KIDOMO DRAGON!!! .... ewww!!! so geli... veri big... tatut... jajajaja... took pics... more pics... ard 9 plus.. made our way home.. b4 dat wen 2 toilet... dat azie la.. canot tahan animore... wahahaha... furni sia she.. on our way back 2 habourfront, mit syahril... just finish workin... he look soo smart la... cute... kekek... dat pakcikk... decided 2 took bus coz dat fana la... den change our mind... took train... yay!!! reach home ard 12 i guess... bestie overnite ma house.. haha... i ask her 2 overnite.. coz i lone @ home... scared la... so reach home watch tv... tok2... eat den wen 2 slp... coz veri damn tired... i even didn't wait 4 ma sis 2 reach home...

on sun, wen out wif syg... realli had fun goin out wif him... de thing dat made me HAPPI is dat i gt 2 mit him after 2 wks of nt seeing him.... wahaha.. mish him alot sia,... make used of dat time 2 lepas kn rindu kt die... hug and kiss him so many time... reali nvm tot dat i haf nt met him for dat long.... ard ptg wen 2 town 2 haf our lunch cum dinner... heheh... hungry... had food @ burger king... after dat he brought me 2 look @ de colourful lights dat were hanging here & dere... so nice sia... tot o taking pics bt den tooo crowded... remas seh... syg kept me tight by his side... scared dat i'll be gone... heheh... de ppl ard me keep pushing me sia... bingit jer... hahhaha.. nvm....walk all de wae 2 PS seh... pity syg ... he veri tired bt still must walk all de wae... hahha... tanx syg 4 de great dae wif u... muacks... syg u alot... pls dun do again otey... i da penat merane... keep euu promise hor syg kk... wanna mit u soon.. pls dun leave me alone otey... wan u 2 b by ma side alwaes.... jgn buih me k dis sat... cn't wait 4 dat dae... coz i wanna mit uuu.... missing u alot....

enjoy both ma outin... luv all of dem alot.. dey realli bring joy and happiness in ma live... tanx guys & syg... =>

as 4 2dae,.. bz wif cookie makin... wahahhaa... mum ask me 2 make... den ask bestie 2 help... kakaka... she realli enjoy makin de christmas biscuit sia... she sae fun.. kakakakak... so hapi 2 c her smiling.... wan her 2 b hapi alwaes... =) den make our chocolate cookies... so big la... mcm chip more... bt nice la... all tanx 2 her... help me alot... hehe... syg kau... muackss...!!!! had dinner wif her... cook nasi goreng cina... wahahhaa... de nasi looks wierd bt taste superb... heheh... enjoyed ourself... ard 10 pm she wen home... sent her 2 de bastop... ma sista ask her 2 bring back browni la... mcm2.. kakka.... tok 2 ma syg awhile b4 he wen 2 bed... he abit upset of smth... just cn sae i'm sorie...den now i'm slacking... chatting wif ma friens... watchin tv.. bt goin 2 slp soon... tired uh... dun noe y... ma body realli feel weak... hais.. tmr goin out wif ma frienx... zalikha... mish her alot 2.. da lame tk umpe... hope she's fine... yah.... guess dat's all i wanna blog in 2dae... tmr ma parents are back .... hais.. lets c waat dey bring back 4 us... heheh... tata...

tyke care people.... peaceeeee!!!! =)

---[[ blooDy bOrIng siA 2dae... ]]---

Pagi daa keNe mArah... hais.. sedih Nye... ape Kn daye... i'm just giRl daT is nO lOnGer important 2 uuEE... hais... dUn nOe waT 2 saE liAO... ckP pun saLah... sarcastic Pun kEne MaraH... bT dEn i'M sTatIn De facT waT... u're nJoyin urSelf wat NowaDaes pe... unLIke m3... i'm de 1 whu kEpt tiNkin abT u... oNli mE yg aLwaEs wanTed 2 mIt up... onLI me yG ader kN mase 2 sms oR kol u... eveNthOugh i'm bz or even SICK.... bT look @ euu.... kLau da saKit teleNtang lah 1 haRi suNtuk... haIz....nth cn Be dOne... @ least i care4 u... ask u 2 eat medicine den slp... pls la make an effort 2 do things dat cn make me SMILE onces awhile.... hais...

btw.... tmr my faMily goin 4 hOls... keke... mesti fun... since me and my 2 sistaz are nt goin... we cn enjoy ourself 4 dat 5 daes... whheeeee...!!! mesti gereK kn... onCes in a Life timee event tau... den ma sistaz all gt plan Liao... hais... bOth gOin ouT wif BF after werk... hais... deN me??? enth la... donoe mY plaN goiN out wiF jadI ke Tk... nanTi tK psl2 ken3 BUIH lagi aku... hais... parT 2 mesTi SAD gileR nYe... haiz... hOweVer... de Plan daT 1 haF oN 23rd wiLL b de FUNesT 1... keke... makLum la... GIRLS OUTING!!! yay!!! hurhur.... goin out de whole Dae.. yg PenTin aLik mLm nye.. b4 12... kn best alik ampai 1 ke 2 pagi.. keke... =P dUn noe whether huda Is cumin aLong oR nt... mIsh her seH... da Lame gIler tK umpe... makLum la.. both Bz... haix... goin 2 nJoy every sIngle sec wiF dem... & nt 4getIn 2 take loTs2 of gmBr... yerp!! :D hopefUlli de pLan gOes smooThly la eh... amen...

my mum da Kecoh2 da kt lUar suro kemas brg 4 tmr... padehal lagi laMe.. gt 1 whole dae lagi... kakaka... cute la mummy ni... goin 2 mish her while she's away 4 hols.... da la bsk mlm umah senyap giler... onLi left me & my 3rd sis... 2nd sis keje amPai midnite.. ciaN die... pnt... otey la eh... tink i sTop here... dun noe wat 2 write liao... my migrane is killing me ... arrggghhh... hais... wan 2 cOn't pLayin game... kekeke... entertain myself ma... den da tkde org care 4 me... nk uat pe kn... hais... tyke care ppl...

bbuye!!!

*waving vigorously* :5

weeehh.....

baCk 2 updaTe my bLog... hurhur.... jusT cHange mY sKin bLog.. cOz de pIc @ mY old blog sKin dUn wan 2 Cum ouT la.. sobX2.... sO decIDed 2 cHange... tOt oF asKIn mY bestIe 2 cHange 4 me... BTTTtttt.... i'm sOooo daMn bOred tIll i toLd her Dat i'll do masElf... survIve la KatekN...
onCe i cc De coDes... i was Like... "SIAL LA.... PENING SEH!!!" kekekeke....
bt Den i just tried mA best la... 2 kayuh pelan2... mesti blhnye.. @ lAst... weeeeee.....
maDe it sia.... wahahahha!!!! hapi sialll...

haisss.... now veri siaN liao... nK bbual ngaN DIE... tdo plk... pnt la... pening laa.. sakit laa...
soon i'll be sick of staying @ home... cn die sia... rotting @ home 4 1 mth... my god.... cn't imagine dat seh... everdae do de same thing... over & over agaIn... wan 2 gO out ... org Bz la.. nk amik tk nk pLk... hais... cn't take it sia... boredness cn kill me seh.... MENDAKKKKK!!!!


yay!! tmr goin Out... hehe... mA sis Goin 2 bLanje mKn... yaY!!! best nYe... aS loNg as i'm nT @ home... i'll B happY liAo... kekek... pnT seh ddK umah... PPl sae sit @ home shoik rite... 4 me.. nt.. coz i'm rotting ... ani1 pLs bring M3 out....

duN undersTand y wun euu waN 2 Mit me aFter werk liKe laSt tIme...???? even though euu are veri daMn pnt maNe pun euu wun faIl 2 miT me... euu used 2 sae..." TK BLH SEH KLAU TK MIT U 4 1 DAE.. LEH SOD TAU... " bt now ????!! ape da jadi?? mane kate2 tu lagi???!! u like dun feeel anithin even da nk 2 wks tk umpe.... hais.. mayb i'm de one whu feel all dis bt not uu.... reali dUn unDerstand y must diS happens... feel maself like a BARBIE DOLL.... wen u nid me u cum 2 me... wen u dun u put me aside.. far far away frm uu..... yy???y??

kept tinkin of euu.... hope u change... PLEASE!! GRANT MA WISH..!!! =<

tyke care ppl... nites...

weeehh.....

baCk 2 updaTe my bLog... hurhur.... jusT cHange mY sKin bLog.. cOz de pIc @ mY old blog sKin dUn wan 2 Cum ouT la.. sobX2.... sO decIDed 2 cHange... tOt oF asKIn mY bestIe 2 cHange 4 me... BTTTtttt.... i'm sOooo daMn bOred tIll i toLd her Dat i'll do masElf... survIve la KatekN...
onCe i cc De coDes... i was Like... "SIAL LA.... PENING SEH!!!" kekekeke....
bt Den i just tried mA best la... 2 kayuh pelan2... mesti blhnye.. @ lAst... weeeeee.....
maDe it sia.... wahahahha!!!! hapi sialll...

haisss.... now veri siaN liao... nK bbual ngaN DIE... tdo plk... pnt la... pening laa.. sakit laa...
soon i'll be sick of staying @ home... cn die sia... rotting @ home 4 1 mth... my god.... cn't imagine dat seh... everdae do de same thing... over & over agaIn... wan 2 gO out ... org Bz la.. nk amik tk nk pLk... hais... cn't take it sia... boredness cn kill me seh.... MENDAKKKKK!!!!


yay!! tmr goin Out... hehe... mA sis Goin 2 bLanje mKn... yaY!!! best nYe... aS loNg as i'm nT @ home... i'll B happY liAo... kekek... pnT seh ddK umah... PPl sae sit @ home shoik rite... 4 me.. nt.. coz i'm rotting ... ani1 pLs bring M3 out....

duN undersTand y wun euu waN 2 Mit me aFter werk liKe laSt tIme...???? even though euu are veri daMn pnt maNe pun euu wun faIl 2 miT me... euu used 2 sae..." TK BLH SEH KLAU TK MIT U 4 1 DAE.. LEH SOD TAU... " bt now ????!! ape da jadi?? mane kate2 tu lagi???!! u like dun feeel anithin even da nk 2 wks tk umpe.... hais.. mayb i'm de one whu feel all dis bt not uu.... reali dUn unDerstand y must diS happens... feel maself like a BARBIE DOLL.... wen u nid me u cum 2 me... wen u dun u put me aside.. far far away frm uu..... yy???y??

kept tinkin of euu.... hope u change... PLEASE!! GRANT MA WISH..!!! =<

tyke care ppl... nites...

still haven find any job.... boredness.... =(

now dun noe how many packet of kindo bueno i ate since last thurs... hais....
den didn't ate any rice eventualli... no mood... onli if i go out den i eat... 2 pun c my mOOd...
tink cn't stop eatin dat cokolet sia... addicted liao... hehe.... 2 stress dat's y....

AM I BEING UNREASONABLE HERE..??
AM I IN DE WRONG NOW??
HOW LONG SHUD I PRESEVERE 4 DIS???
IZIT WRONG 4 ME 2 ASK WAT'S WRONG WIF EUU??

MASUK DI AKAL TK KLAU BF SENDIRI TK LAYAN...TK REPLY MSG...TK NK MIT... NK SRG2...[ sampai biler pun tk tau ]..... DEN POMPUAN 2 DDK DIAM2 JER... CUM ON LA....
POMPUAN MANE LAH TK MAJOK?? MERANE?? SEDIH??

ani gurls out dere.... tag me how u feel wif ur guy do dat 2 euu.... cnnn....
tanx... realli appreciate it veri much....

tyke care.... tata... =)

arLow....


i'm super bored now...
nth 2 do...
no1 2 tok 2..
no1 2 accompany me....

I'M TOTALLI ALONE NOW!!!! SOBX2...=(

hais.... wat 2 dooooo....

BTW ALL BEST 2 FARHANA... TMR GT PAPER KN... DO WELL HOR....
JIA YOU.... .. DEN LE KUA NGAN AKU..... I'M DYIN SOON.... ARRGGHH.....


2 whuever dat having exam... all de best 2 eeeuuu guy....


tata...

I MISHH 33UUUU..... SOBX.... SOBX....



y are u acting strangely dis daes???? yyyy??!!!
please cum back 2 me....
if dere's anithin dat u're nt happy wif just sae it out will euu....
i dun noe wat 2 do liao....
dun noe how long i cn hold on dis...


hais... hopefulli wen de new yr cum... 3uu will change... 4 de better.... amen....


NITEX PEOPLE..... =p

WASSUPP!!! hhahaaa.... screw loose 2dae... hee.. afternoon wen out fana... return MOTOROLA uniform... heehhe.. bt sooOO SAD.... dun get our $$$$... nxt wk den get... cn't proceed wif our plans... no $$$$$... heeehhee.. wen 2 my house for lunch cum dinner... eat MEE MAGIEE... dat farhana la... cook soo much.... @ de eat tk abis... waste onli dis gurl.. wahaha... den weN lepak... nth 2 do maa... lek2... dden play game... fun sia... even de 2 of uS... skali ard 8 pm i guess gt CAT sia... tatut... dat cat kept meow2 @ us... den fana sae she lapar.... da kene buy milk... wakaka... funi sia fana just now... bagi dat CAT drink milk... mati2 ask dat CAT 2 drink until finish... 2dae veri klakar la... de CAT thin & also dat part la... [[ u noe cn alreadi... keep 2 urself la hor... ]]

FEEL VERI DE LONELY DIS FEW DAES BACK....
WHERE ARE U WEN I NID U??
AM I A BURDEN 2 U???
Y ARE U ACTIN WIERD 2WARDS ME??
WHERE'S DE SYAHMI DAT I KNOE ALL DIS WHILE??
PLEASE CUM BACK WILL EEUU....
I MISH EEUU SYG.....
SOBX....


fana... tanx for being dere 4 me... sori if i'm abit de noti at times.... i just wanna make myself hapi & 4get abt all dis problems... dun leave me hor.... promise eh... syg kau... heeehe....

EEUUU ARE DE BEST....

tyke care ppl & nites,..... =P

sobx2...sobx..sobx..sobx..sobx..sobx..sobx..sobx..
sobx..sobx..sobx..sobx..sobx..sobx..sobx..sobx..
i'm so down.... feel like giving up now.... dun noe wat 2 do liao....
y must i suffer in everi relationship???? y cn't i b happi like de other couple....??
still dun get it why dis is happening.... whu's in de wrong now??? ME??ME???
PLS ANI1 GIF ME DE ANSWER!!!!! can't stand dis ani longer.... i'm dying.... realli dying inside...
shud i realli GIF UP like wat my raihana told me 2??? shud i hold on 2 it 4 awhile longer...???
wat shud i dooo??? ohhh GOD.... pls help me.... wat am i suppose 2 do????
WAT EXACTLY U WAN ME 2 DO??? JUST TELL ME.... PLS DON'T DO DIS 2 ME.....
[[CRYING]]

today wen to night safari for job interview..... 1st time sia wen there... jakon la kirekan... so nice sia de place bt abit seram2... heee... pas 2 wen jln2 wif my SIAO frienx and fana... gurl outing la kirekan.... wahaha... realli fun la... i was laughing now stop la.... [[biase la nak ilang kn kesedihan yg ader]] ..... den reach home ard 10 like dat... met my sistaz @ void deck... so hapi la met her... @ least i'm not ALONE.... i'm suppose to mit him 2dae bt tk jadi...[[so sad]]....
I MISH EUUU... reali dun understand wat is happening btween US... i'm so confused...... i dun noe wat is wrong... izit bcoz of me??? i do smth wrong?? i did smth dat u dun like??
WAT??WAT?? pls tell me.... dun make me suffer on .... dun make me tink for an answer dat won't cum 2 me....

GOD I KNOW...........

THERE'S A PATH FOR EVERYONE

I MUST BELIEVE AND HOLDING ON......

NEVER LET MY FEARS CONQUER ME

CUZ I KNOW IN MY HEART WHAT I CAN BE

HOLDING ON



[[[ holdingonwhileican ]]]

HAPPY 7TH MTHS ANIVERSARY 2 MIFAH-3-ZASYAH........
may our relationship last forever....

i'm sori if i've made u made ......
i'm sori if i did anythin wrong....
i'm sori if i'm useless to u....
i'm sori if i'm good 4 nth.....


just 1 thing that i want to tell you.....
i love u no matter what happens........


2 others.....
HAPPY HOLIDAE..... yeeepeeee.....
wahahaha.... cn lek2.... tatatatata........... =P