i'm sorry if i made u feel mad or angry....
i noe i'll never fail to make u feel angry ......
but deep down my heart my L.O.V.E for you stays.....
no matter wat happen in the future....
you're my heart and soul.....
i L.O.V.E you.....
jumalee....

hols have started and here i am werking always.....
now i miss going to school.....
classroom filled with laughter of the crazy classmates....
facilitators voice trying to teach us....
long winded 6Ps....
lets take a break till 5 jan next year.....
school reopen with a new year.....
may i'll be rajin to go for lesson....

in a mood of going to the beach....
where the atmosphere is so peace....
the surrounding is cooling....
night wind breeze.....
the sound of the wave from the sea....
taking away all the problems temporary....
enjoy the moment that is so peace and calm....

jumalee...
i'll never stop loving you....
just let time do its job now.....
nth can be done xcept waiting....
get well soon sayang.....
i love you ......
alwaes.....
<3

faeza is lost and nid to find her way back.....
to a place where things goes well enuf....
for her to do soul search....

oh please dun break down now....

sobx2.... =(

tiRed afTer wOrk...

sometime i wonder y must things turn tis wae.....
y cnt dey happen like wat we haf plan before hand....
people saes day arguements is part of it in a relationship...
its and obstacles that will strengthen the relationship that we had...
however too much arguements is frustrating and irritating and hurting...

everytime things goes wrong i'll be wondering.....
what did i do or say wrongly....
did i hurt your feelings.....
am i not listening to u...
thousands and millions of questions coming to my mind.....
but none of the questions had the answer to the questions.....
i wonder why......

keeping quite isnt going to solve things up....
yet it will keep building up dae by day as time flies....
saying it out is something that is healthy to do ....
but its outcome might not be as good.....
wat's left for me to do???
running away .....
dat's all is left in the choice....

life is alwaes unfair....
but we can alwaes make it fair if we want to...
people might think that i'm leading a good happy life...
but you are wrong totally.....
life is complicated....
and it will alwaes b complicated....

there's tons and tons of things that can be learn in life.....
depending on a person for attention that you dream for ....
leading life w/o problems.....
hoping to be pamper .....
to be loVe fuLly.....
by your love oneS.....
sometime it's just a big DREAM that might not come true....
how hard or smart you try....
it wont cum true.....
mayb it will.....
mayb nt....
hais....

i'm in the hols mood now eventhough haven hols yet....
dEe goNna scold me if i kip skipping lesson again and againn...
i'm scared that 1 of my module sangkut...
oh god pleasee help me....
hope that for my elective UT 3 my grade will be at least a C+...
if i get another E i'm dead meat....
another module is that medical tech....
i hate it alot...
2 ut get D and i really hope that I get a C+ or B for 3rd UT....
if not i'm dead for the 2nd time...
thanx god my imaging and equipment is stabil...
hopefully i can get B+ or C for overall grade for that 2 modules.....

dEe is gOnna POP in 8 more days time....
i'm so happy and can't wait for that day to come...
i wanna spend my time with him....
but i'm gonna haf to work tooo...
time planning is important....
i wan to watch movie....

i'm soory if i did something wrong that day...
till you hate yourself badly.,..
i shudnt haf told you that i'll merajok if you never sent me back....
hais... i really hope that you will be ok with her soon...

1 month left to 2009...
counting down...