currently feeling very lost....
confusion and complication...
everything in my mind...
i lost everything...
incomplete....

something that i wanna sae..
but this song will do the job....

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Because every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
What's your...

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

things alwaes happen for some reasons...
n i really hope that mine happen for a good reason...
before ending i just wanna sae that i love u....
thank you for being a loving part of my life...
i pray that the story will not end just like dat...

wen i sit back....
staring at the empty air....
is the same thing as my life....
empty without anithing to complete it....
no doubt u're busy with things...
understandable....
for once think about me...
dat's all i ask from you...

two wks w/o u was a change...
busy is alwaes the reason...
its hard for me....
lying to myself..
treating things goes smoothly....
thanks to people who make me laugh & all...
but in my heart dat's only you dat will alwaes make my dae...

moments of RP life was refreshed...
with all those old jokes back then in school....
laughter of the crazy people....
miss those daes.....
met up with brother bear at bugis....
had lunch after 2hrs of walking and shopping.....
been a long time since i mit him and lepak....
share stories and commenting on people....
refreshing all the momories back then....
really fun doing that with him....
feel like the old daes where we'll talk everydae....
cute yet memoriable moments....
met up with wan after that n make our wae to esplanade...
watch the fireworks....
it was cool....
but crowded with mats & minahs.....
had dinner together and cont' talking and joking....
laughter fills up the atmosphere around me...
really feel that i'm just being myself back den in school...
i just miss being ME.....
took videos and pictures but will update it on FB....
wen im rajin to upload....
hehehe....
till here....
bye...

complicated life....
just too hard to explain....
may never noe wat's gonna happen next...
confusing.....
lost...

leading life as normal....
working in the dae....
tuition in the nite...
just wish that life can be better then this...

looking 4ward to mit up with nurul n eza...
gonna watch fireworks....
confirm lots of minahz n matrepz....
oh well...
since he's not coming out 4 2 weeks....
spending most of the time with these crazy ppl....
hope that it'll be fun after all...

cant wait for IT show.....

taking care people....

ps: looking forward to mit u up bestie...

1 Years has past behind us....
been overcoming mountains together....
be it the hard way or the easy way....
that's part n parcel of relationships..

no doubts tons n tons of things had been happening....
unexpectable things was seen....
how bad u are n watever it is it will never stop me frm loving you...
just hope that u will understand me better....
dun stop loving me as long as u live....
coz i wun....

100708 was the meaningful day for us....
the day that only mean for us....
time where we spend time....
good times n bad times...
it's just happened but...
please dun gif up...
on US...

really hope that u'll change for the better....
please dun break your promises....
control ur temper....
dun hurt me anymore....
pleaseeee...
ily Jumalee.... =P

happy 1yr aniversary sayang...
may everythings runs smoothly for us....
amin...

btw i miss bestie...
n nurul...
n abg....
n yana....
n everyone that i noe....
i miss you guys....
taking care...

the rain show how hurt i was....
dun really noe y it happen but yet it happen...
confused alone in the middle of noe where....
finding the right path to the right route...
i noe i'm not gud enuf for you but i did the best for you...

every single moments ure nt with me....
the feeling of incomplete grows stronger n stronger....
dun noe how im going to handle it....
sobx.....

feeling a sense of love, care n attention....
isnt there anymore....
be it u nor him...
it's the same...
as long as u're happy...
i'm happy too....
coz i care n love both of you....

i'm so lost... hais.....