rAin-iNg caT & dOg...

duN feEl liKe woRking eVeN fOr dE sAke oF lAst dAy.... 1sT thIng iN dE moRninG, gT tO knOw dAt iT wAs rAinIng hEavYly... pArt tU mCm mLs jEr tk gO wErk.... fEelIng sOo dAmn mOodlEss.... fEel lIke bEing aLone fOr sUm rEason bUt yEt i dUn wIsh tO kIp tHinGs tO mySelf cOz nOt hEaltHy.... SorRy iF i'M nOt bEing MysElf lAtely.... lOts oF tHinGs hAppeNing & iT fEels fRustRatiNg.... wIsh dAt fEelIng cUd jSt lEaVe mE aLoNe... hAisSss....

pLanIng fOr tHis wEekend wiLl b jUst mItiNg uP wIth hAirA, tOyOl, nUrUl, bF, AnWar & eZa...
wAtChiNg & dInnEr i gUeSs.... hMmmm... bEen sOmetIme sInCe wE'vE bEen lEpAk-iNg toGetHer... mIss tHem thOugH.... gOnnA haF ArNold b4 dAt .... SuNdaY wILL mIt wIf bEsTie...
mIsS hEr sO mUch... bUt nVm mIt hEr 4 bReaKfAst.... dEn aLL dE wAe wIll b wIth bF... iMy...

rOtTing iN the OffIce...

cOuntIng dOwn tO dE laSt daE in hEre... kinDa of haPPynEss aNd jOynEss... oUt fRm a PlaCe i cNt rEally woRk aT.... stIll RobiNsoNS is De bEst pLaCe tO woRk aT fOr nOw.... nO stReSs anD haPpenIng.... sHoppIng aNd LifEly.... RuLeS arE rUleZ buT nT lIke a sChOol aS eVeryThing cAnnot bE doNe bUt yeT oTher dO iT bUt no1 sAys aNitin... sO unFaiRneSs heRe...

28 jUn wIlL bE d3 sTart of a NeW liFe... enVironMent, pEoplE, rOutiNe... @ laSt gEt to lEarN soMethIng aBout Law.... cOol bUt cHallEnginG as nEed to cRack hEad tO lEarn aNd Take TesT fOr thE 1St yEar.... OtHer dEn tHat, nEw xPeriEnce oF wOrkiNg in CivIL sErvaNt....tHeRe gOes mY weEkdAeS bEinG fiLLed uP.... wKeNds wiLL b bOyfwN's dAe.... cNt wAit tO mIt hIm..

gOt a nEw LeVi's wAtcH fRm sIstAz... rEd cOlor sEem tO b a nIce coLor.... lUv iT.....
hAd dInNer wIth tHem @ pIzzA hUt... bEen a lOng tIme sInce wE haD dInnEr tOgetHer...
fEeLs sO hAppY beIng bAck tOgethER deSpiTe tHe aRgUemeNts aNd aLl....
wIsh thaT wiLl sTays fOreVeR.... lUv tHeM lOts....

loTs oF thIngs haPPenIng daY bY dAy.... yEt daT dsNt maKe mE fEel lIke gIvinG uP oR wAt...
iNstEad iT maKe mE tHink bEtteR aS thIngs haPPen fOr sOme rEasOn... A rEasoN thAt oNly cAn bE fOund iF tHe tImE rEaLly cOmes.... nO uSe cRacKiNg hEad anD thInk... iT wUd bE oUt..

hMmMm.... tHe eNd.....

I remember years ago. Someone told me I should take. Caution when it comes to love.
I did, I did. And you were strong and I was not. My illusion, my mistake. I was careless, I forgot
I did. And now when all is done. There is nothing to say. You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won. You can go ahead tell them. Tell them all I know now. Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the skyline. All we had is gone now. Tell them I was happy. And my heart is broken
All my scars are open. Tell them what I hoped would be. Impossible, impossible. Impossible,impossible

Falling out of love is hard. Falling for betrayal's worse. Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know. Thinking all you need is there. Building faith on love and words. Empty promises will wear. I know, I know

And know when all is gone. There is nothing to say. And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahaed tell them. Tell them all I know now. Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the skyline. All we had is gone now. Tell them I was happy. And my heart is broken
All my scars are open. Tell them what I hoped would be. Impossible, impossible. Impossible, impossible. Impossible, impossible. Impossible, impossible. Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago. Someone told me I should take. Caution when it comes to love
I did. Tell them all I know now. Shout it from the roof tops. Write it on the skyline. All we had is gone now. Tell them I was happy. And my heart is broken. All my scars are open. Tell them what I hoped would be. Impossible, impossible. Impossible, impossible. Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago. Someone told me I should take. Caution when it comes to love. I did

pIctUre tAken at pAsiR riS bEach afTer baThiNg.... haAhhahAH... beEn a vEri lOng tIme siNce iM liKe upDating iT buT yAh.... evEryoNe iS buzy anD so aM I..... lItte uPdate aBt myseLf.... gOnna sTaaRt mY nEw jOb sooOOnnn....

hOpefuLly thIngs goEs smOotHly aS plAnned.... goNNa b iN HTA fOr liKe 2 mOnths.... gOod tHing nOt tIll buLan pUaSe iF nT goNNa penGsaN.... bEen wiF hIm foR liKe alMost gOnnA b 2 yRs... lOts n Tons of ThingS daT haF happEn fRm thE daE we gOt toGethEr tIll nOw.... dAt'S waT relAtionShip aRe.... upS n dOwnS of iT..... hoPes daT wE'll lAst fOrEver.... dAt's aLL fOr nOw ...... =))