2dae is just a normal dae 4 me... morning go werk.. @ nite cum back ... mon-fri like dat...
but nvm.. my time is filled up... now my life is damn empty... my heart shattered into pieces...
dis time i realli fall.. flat onto de ground... sob2... y must all dis happens??? i dun understand y...
i kept cryin last few daes wen i rmbred all his promises... swit words... all lies.. smue janji mlayu...
had a difficult time to get myself back... ppl might tink i'm okie but it's onli de outside... inside..
onli god noes... hais... de wae i bring myself ard haf change too.. dat i noe... i'm more pampered now a daes.. all bcoz of wat i'm suffering now.. & my sistaz noe dat... dey realli tyke care of me..
i'm so touch... awwww... kekekkeke... ni la akibat klau kecik2 main api... skrg mkn diri sendiri...
kept rmbring wat my abg saes... "good tings onli cum once" noe den i agree wif him... it's true...
but i dun do tings on purpose... past is past..
i dun noe whether i cn go thru all dis again... dis time i'm loosing my fwen,bestfwen & also my bf @ shot... i'm so weak now... y must it b hym??? sob2... dis is de worse nightmare i've ever haf....
watever la... i shall drag myself 2 move on... even it's so hard... shall live wif de momories dat's left behind.... tyke care peeps....

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siMplY nTh 2 sAe... haiS...

siNce 2 daes i've bEen workiN @ dis chIldcare... de kids are so de naughty... stuborn sum more... makan darah ... everitime must shout... hais... buT sumtime i gt n heart 2 scold dem... dey so cute la.. handsome some more my N2 kids... wakakaka.... love dem loads... de gud thingy is dat all of my student luv me... wakaka... i juz wanna spend time wif dem b4 i go off frm dat skul... hais.. i just wish i dun nid 2 leave dem ....sobx2... but nvm.. hopefulli i'll get dat another job @ another ctr ard yck... yup2...

hmmm... i mish my fwns... my w15b & w25H peeps... boohoohooo... hais... hopefulli dey are just fine... & bestie... she alwaes MIA frm me 1... hais... ppL tag her den dun wanna reply back.. hhmppfff.... dun wan 2 tag animore... majok....

i nid sum1 2 guide me in life... i so all alone... i'm confused over so many things... how cn i overcum all dis???? y must life b like dis 4 me???! i just wan all dis 2 stop... PLEASEEE... =(

i'm back 2 upDate mY poOr Blog here.. hurhur... since mY deaR azie ask me 2 upDate so heRe it gOes...

2dae waS reaLii a Sad daE 4 me.. 4 sUm reaSon... guesS i'LL keep It 2 mySelf... hais...
as 4 weRk 2daE.. i was suPer bZ la... de Gud paRt is dat MaNy ppL bOuGht mY thIngs.. weeee... sO haPi la.. bUT gT sO manY cuStomer 2 EnterTain loR... hais.. Mcm2 keREnah seh...
haD luNch aLOne... as Per nOrmaL... siNce mY sisTa nT werKin.. enDed werK @ ard 9pm... deCided 2 drOp @ cck... dUn noe y... jUst waNNa feEl de wiNd @ nite.. sO cooLing & maKe me feeL so Calm... luV it... siNce i've alOt probS in miNd... hais.. feeL lIke bUstiNg off 1 dae... hais.. nvr...

after reaChed home... wasH up & till Now i'm inFront of mY lappie... kekeeeke... i reaLLi mish mY bestIe uh... hais... wen wIll she b freee & laYan me Back.. sob2... so Lonely de....
okie la... guess i'll stop here.. wanna Rest coZ tmr i'm werkiN... cn't wait 2 c my LiTTle students.. hurhur... tyke care Peeps...

@ last i get 2 log on 2 bLogger... de iNternet so De down sIa.. cannot go webSites... onlI cn Online.. stupid sia...

2daE last daE liaO... wakaka... yay!!!! sO now StartIn 2 WerK liaO... weee... kekeke...
mUst eArn $$$... wanna gO shOppiN.... sAve uP 4 mY caR lisenCe... yup2... hopefuLLi my sistaz wiLL top up suM 4 me... weeee... kekke....

ytd werk tIll 9.30 pm.. tiRed sIa... mY leg daMn paiN la... duN noe y.. tIll i cn'T slP seh... slP arD 3am.. kepT waKin uP coz Of de Pain la... deN nOw mY leg sTill paiN le... so Sad la... hais...

lessoN sO siaN... tOk so mUch... nOn- stupid hIts seh... reaLLi caTch nO ball... wakakka... 2dae gT sum1 wear fOrmal sia... wakkaa... he did wear sia... gud2.. hope daT can tyke picture uh...
deN cn upload.. hehehee...

okie la... stopping my crap here... heheheh... btw all de best 2 bestie 4 her exam soon... yup2.. confirm she Cn do iT.. jIa yOU...

tyke care ppl....

counting down 2 my hols... weeee.... wahaha... den cn go work...work...work.... wakakaka....
life quite miserable 4 me now... everthin is goin haywire... i'm sooo de weak now... hais....
reallli like no life.... nvm... mayb dere's smth bhind wat haf happen 2 me all dis while... yup2...

skul was slack since every1 like alreadi in hols mood... hahhaa... including ME... kakakaaka...
i just muz being myself... de bubbly side of me.. realli... hais... 2dae laugh non-stop wif dat Raihanah la... i noe dat i'm gonna b cryin @ nite... dere4 i decided 2 cheer up myself wif ma fwens... kakkawakka...

Rozy's burfdae is coming sooonnn... kekeke... another 2 more daes she'll b de same age wif me... wahhh... da besar seh... stay tune 2 no more abt her... 2 b con't....

supposedly 2dae WE [ me, syahmi, fana ] go play pool 2gether lor.. hais... den it was cancelled.. i'm soo de super duper sad la... my plan was trash and down 2 de drain... sob2... y must dis happen everytime/???? i realli miz those time when WE play & compete playin pool... it was so fun... REALLI... & now.. it's all left wif memories... y cn't it con't happening??? I MISH PLAYING POOL... WIF THEM.... sob..sob..sob...

valentine is cumin... yup2.. many ppl will b so xcited abt it.... bt me.. i'm scared... in this condition of mine relationship... i'm scared dat history might repeat itself again... i dun wan... i dun wan 2 fall again... 4 de 3rd time...

dat's all i guess.. by de wae... i mish him so much... sob2..