confusion taking over now.....

i dun know what I'm doing is right or not.....

please faeza don't hurt people that is innocent....

think and ask yourself what you want in life now....

ask yourself that and you'll know what you want in life...

don't throw tantrum at someone that doesn't deserve it....

because it's very wrong.....

goshhhh!!!....

what's happening to me???

not being myself now....

will be back soon enough when things get back to normal....

take care people....

Ily dee.....

yay!!! at last i cn log into my bloggy....
i wan 2 update alot alot alot of things le....
but let me start by stating that i'm attached....
yes!! i'm attach 2 a guy by de name of JUMALEE.....
i just wish dat it will last long....
i cnt bear 2 be hurt 4 the third time....

life is simple nwadaes bt happening....
wif my clans ard and my dear....
dey really make my dae....
i'm back 2 my own self....
yes2 i am.....
weeeee....

nw a get to noe the truth....
but wat different does it make???
been waited for like mths.....
but i'm jst left wif nth but 2 guess it myself....
trying my best 2 make u smile...
coz i love it when i c dat smile on ur face....
i was damn dwn wen you start emoing...
jst wish dat i can take away all ur probs...
but it's beyond my limit....
i tried to help but u reject it....
wat's more i can do other den trying to talk 2 u.....
time passes by and things getting nmrl...
bit by bit i cn feel dat de emo side of u is gone....
de smile dat i've been waiting have finally came...
super happy .....
but smth bothering me....
wat will happen if u noe de truth....???
i dun wanna be a steal,....
dat steal de smile and joy frm u....
i felt bad abt myself...
hurting people....
gosh....

things happen eventually.....
but dat was 2 soon....
u admitted de truth....
but it wont make a different...
instaed i feel akward....
i'll miss all de things....
hw am i supposed 2 face de future ???

didnt wen 4 skul...
was quite wierd as i didnt alight @ wdlds....
wen sumwhere 2 clear my mind...
wasnt in de rite mind.....
tinking wat will happen nxt....
i break dwn...
for no reason....
i'm nt ignoring u or avoiding....
i just feel different,....
jst dun understand y...
cnt u jst convince me.....
i loose hope.....

dis is wen story started.....

morning people.....

thinking what have been happening to my life....
people around emo-ing....
keeping quite.....
but why??
what happen to my clan people...??
where's my abg & adik???
where's syafiq??
where's khaty???
where's boboy??
where???
drifting bit by bit....
4 what reason??
i'm not sure...
i miss all de moments....

deep inside me....
de feeling of guiltiness is growing...
every time..... every moments......
hais.....

wanna say thank you...
for loving me for who i am....
entertaining my crazyness & attitude....
you mean so much to me.....
but I'm sorry because problems kept poping....
insyallah it'll end sooonnnn.....

choices nid to be made....
be it good or bad...
take a risk....

2 choices in my mind....
- moVe on & be happy
- sTay sadedning....

hais...
no one choose 2 b sad alwaes....
it's all de matter of u wan or nt....

coNfusion.....