last dae to spend time with hubby....
nxt dating will be 2 wks from now...
cnt believe that & i tot he's joking but nope....
i'll miss him badly for that 2 weeks....
april is coming and time is coming closer & closer....
cnt imagine 1 month w/o him is like haissss....
thailand is far den pasir laba camp....
this is nitemare...
boohoohooo....

last few days was hubby's birthday....
he's old by 1 yrs by now....
didnt really celebrate on the day of his birthday...
but did that celebration belatedly...
for that 3 daes he's out from camp we went out...
shopping, catch movie, spending time with him...
hope he love the present that he wanted all this while....
today went to have oreocheese cake with him....
i hope u like it althought it doesnt really look like a proper birthday cake...

working life is so much boring than school life....
more stress and pressure at workplace...
different environment, different people......
not even ready for this life.....
i really hope that i can continue schooling and take my degree....

i wish i wish....

was suprised to receive msges from them....
i hope your're strong to face reality in life....
enjoy ur life before going in a few wks time i guess...
glad that you have change & realise things that happen in the past...
i wish you all the best....

sayang having 24hr guard duty & no time 4 me....
i'm so damn bored plus nurul is not here to tok 2 me....
so the not use to the boringness in life....
i miss you alot dear...
book out faster can pleaseeee......

working is fun nowaday for me....
just that i get slpy easily ....
no1 entertaining me...
all're gone to Expo...
left me alone...
boohoo...

now i wanna buy itouch....
i wan i wan....
saving for the next few months till jun or july expo sales again....
weeee!!!
i wanna change hp le but daydEe dun let me....
but i'll still wanna it ....
hehehe....

fana is so damn clever la....
grade so damn good....
how i wish i'm as clever as her...
hais....
i miss you la....
wen can i possibble met you...??

just msning him for de past half n hour.....(i guess...)
lots of things happen when the time we're close till we're nt....
going our seperate waes was the best solution and dat was the past....
nvr did i mention dat he's not good or anitin....
never did i regret being wif him....
been thru those time was a memory dat shall be kept as memory....
i hope ure happy wif her and get to fulfill ur hajat before entering NS ....

atok just pass away this morning....
was suprised by dat new by my aunty....
didnt tot of that incident to happen so sudden...
may he rest in peace.....

i miss my sayang nw...
he's having urban war fare....
while i'm at home missing him....
staring at the empty air think of him...
wondering what will happen next for us...
hoping for the best of coz....
i love u jumalee.....

10 of every month will be the dae i'll alwaes remember...
de dae where he let those words out from his mouth.... (but his is msg)
stating that he love me and want us to go far not just a friend....
status was wat we're lacking of but it doesnt even matter....
wat's important is the bond that we have was dere....
and i hope that we'll go far as wat we've plan for...
tmr will be the dae that will tell us how long we've been together...
as a stranger, a friend, a boyfriend and in future.... insyallah....

i'm off.....

been 1 weeks since im starting working full time. lots of things that i've been learning and have to learn. hard time, fun time, play time all in one day. it's fun being the youngest in department as i'll get the most attentions and help from them. hehehss...

febuary have ended and march have begin. lost of things that's gonna happen. insyirah is gonna have exam soon and i really hope that she do well. i'll pray for u. suprisingly this months, there's a few people's burfdae. that's sux. but the important date is his. turning 21 in mar 25 2009. wanna suprise him if something that will make him remember foreva. just wanna be a good girlfwn to him. doing something good to make him happy.

no doubt we've been having a hard time recently but that dont meant that we dont love each other. that's life in relationship. not complete without ups and down in life.