to believe or not it's up to you but atually i cook for lunch today at home with nurul...hahaha...

so damn random... was really tired and so we skip lesson... came to my house and lepak...

at first i tot of going out and have lunch but since at home might as well cook and eat at home...

saving sikit.. so there's a few dishes that we atually cook today... sweet n sour prawn, fried cabbage, fried can sotong and lastly fried drumlet... ate all this dishes with RICE... since a long time that i didnt cooking food... will update the pictures at the end of the entry..

wen to Lot 1 for a walk to waste time actually... while walking i saw this shop and it sell this cute containers... i love it soo much and there's a frog container too... so decided to buy 1 for me and 1 for myself.... nurul bought her someone tooo.... hehehe... was so happy coz it's damn cute.....

when to had a light dinner with nurul at Ljs.... after that off back home... tmr must go school... if not i'm dead meat....

was supposed to update ytd about the day dEe book in.... he was the IC for that day.... so kental but i'm proud of him though.... but i cant really talk to him coz he's doing his job as an ic....

ohhhh wellll.... his platoon mate was funny when they say like i'm the overall incharge or something.... reason being i was standing infront looking at them... so damn paiseh lor but i dun mind coz i know most of them.... only cant remember all their names... heheh....

ohhh yah.... i just wanna say i'm soooo sorry for being mad and merajoking at you all this while..

i have my own reason and i hope that you try and understand me too orites.... iLy sayang....

still counting down to your POp.... 16 daes left including weekends....

pictures time.....

^ bAybEe and dAydEe ^

the dishes that was being cooked by me and nurul.......


^ sweet and sour prawn ^

^ fried can sotong ^

^ fried cabbage ^

^ fried drumlet ^

oritesss..... i'm done... will update soon.... now i'm waiting for my dEe's messages....have a great day peepS.... Take careeee..... tata.... :P

Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you've got the power
To make me weak inside
And girl, you leave me breathless
But it's okayCuz you are my survival
Now hear me say

I can't imagine
Life without your love
And even forever
Don't seem like long enough

Every time I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

Maybe I'm a drifter
Maybe not
Cause I have known the safety
Of floating freely in your arms
I don't need another life line
It's not for me
Cuz only you can save me
Oh, can't you see

I can't imagine
Life without your love
And even forever
Don't seem like long enough
(Don't seem like long enough yeah)

Every time I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love

Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
You know I can't resist
Cuz you're the air that I breathe

Every time I breathe I take you in
(Cause every time I breathe yeah)
And, my heart beats again
Baby, I can't help it (baby I can't help it)
You keep me drowning in your love
And, every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby, I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love (ooh, ooh)
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love (got me drowning)
oh oh oh

You've got me drowning
You really got me drowning in your love

Baby, I can't help it
Can't help it oh no
(got me drowning)

Cause ever time I breathe I take you in (yes I do)
Then my heart beats again (Oh)
Baby, I can't help it (baby, I can't help it)
Keep me drowning in your love (oh no)
And every time I try to rise above (got me drowning)
I'm swept away by love
Baby, I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love

dEe sang this song to me and it's so meaningful to me. i'm just so touched when he choose to sing that song to me. thank sayang and your voice is nice to me. SUMPAH tak tipu. hehe...i miss you a lot now a days. being emotional easily and all. getting jealous over something that i shouldnt be. i now i'm being silly that what you say but it's just a rare feeling that i have. like you always ask me whether i'm jealous over some girls and i aways say NO. but that time the feeling of jealousy was so random and i do get irritated over it. but i kept it to myself because i dont want to spoilt your happy mood. thus i prangai kat diri sendiri. it's abit difficult for me to get over that because somehow somewhere inside me there's a feeling of fear loosing you. i don't want to get hurt....

BMT is coming to an end for you sayang.but your other thing is coming up next. i shall not think about it now because i dont want to do something stupid that might unstablise our relationship. i'm starting to count down to the 10 DEC. that will be the most happiest day for me. knowing that you have completed your BMT that is 3 months minus the 2 years of NS. also our 5 months of being together. yeah2.!! after 10 DEC you are left with 1 yrs 9 mths of NS... insyallah we'll get to overcome this 2 years barrier together. i L.O.V.E you....

finishing my polytechnic life soon or shall i say 2 months plus left. that's include the holidays that we're going to have on the 13 DEc. 6 more problems to go and i'm done with diploma. weEeee!!! great or what... hehehhe!!! but i hope that i can continue my studies and take my degree by 2009 july. i'm scared.... but now the important things is that i have to chong for my FYP that is going to due soon. ohh god pleaseeee help me.....

i'm done with the updating i guess... i'll update more when i feel like updating... all the best to those who's taking IPPT this weds... Jia You to all!!!! love ya peeps... muacks!!!!

dun feel good today....mayb because of the new team im having is like irritate me alot.... mayb because i'm falling sick anytime... ytd was having fever and dun feel good at all... on my way to school my tummy prangai... feel like going back home and sleep... but proceed on to school and get to know my team was like no comment... goshhh!!! hopefully nxt week will be a better day for me...

to those whu tot im nt in a good mood or what.... i'm alrite... its just that i'm irritated and dun feel well... so dont think too much la....haira i'm not mad at you at all la dear team leader..... sori if i dun seems to have the mood today alrite....

daydEe i miss you so much.... i haven complete the essay that you ask me to write down.... heheh.... but i did my journal and part of the essay liao.... hehehh... tkde ilham thus never complete it lor....

fyp is giving me a hard time now.... left with only 2 mths or so for us to complete everything...
it's like WTH.... i haven even complete the labview part for the ECG and that will take me sometime especially without any help from that scooby doo... i'm dead... but the happy part is that i manage to do the wireless transmission part... weeeeEE!!! congrats 2 faeza, haira and steven... wahahaha....

i'm soooo sianx now... my stomach is making hell out of noises but i dun feel like eating and that's worst... wat's wrong with me today??? i lost....

been a while i update. kind of busy with things and no mood to upate also. so yah ended up nt updated. hahaha... there's a lot of things that i want to update on la but let me start about last friday.

when to pick my daydEe from jurong east interchange. he book out from there. like kental go discovery centre. haha.... nurul was there toooo... n was supposed to pick scooby doo... but due to miscommunication, both ended up at different places... funny. 1 already in the train while another at the platfrom waiting for the train... hahs.. but at last get to mit that scooby doo laa.... damn blur la he... dun noe how to communicate properly... hehehe... out of no where i ask that scooby doo where he wanna tag along for dinner. haha... he was like orhhh okie can lor... nurul was like huh?!! loSt... hehe... just trying my luck to let dat 2 go out 2gether evnthough with some of us too la...

when to accompany scooby doo to change up and all.. damn slow la but nt so bad compare to my dear daydEe... heeee!! but pity dEe coz he carry his BIG bag around after this camp. dah la penat and i make him more penat.... hais... i'm sorry daydEe... i LOVE u .... the dinner lasted till like 10 plus i guess.... damn late lor coz busy talking about NS life and all... fun though.. made our way back and took train. dEe took cab from UT and when back home after sending me back home... weeeee!!!!

sAturday when to lepak with my daYdee since it have been a LOng time since i spEnd my time with hIm .... after whIch mIT fIrdaUs for at BUGIS... while waiting we had lunch and in a while firdaus caMe.... had some chat with hym and he's make lame jokes and all....hehehhe.... walk into bugis village and have a look at things there... i wanna buy that t-shirt together with dEe....
following that Mus join in... proceed on to Marina Square pizza hut as they have not been there for quite a long time... thus had dinner there while waiting for that Reesha to come and join us....
damn full after dinner and off to esplanade to lepak.... wahahaa.... long time never go there sia... daydEe no time to bring me there.... saded... :(( took pictures together and telling jokes ... calling each other names.... heheh... dat's fun lor.... off to mrt ... gt smth happened that make me scared. was damn scared till dEe hug me close to him and told me not to see... just dont know why is there such person in this world.... hais.... ohhh welll... tanx dEe for sending me home.....
ILy jUmalEe....

sUndaY we had breakfast cum LunCh together before he bOOk in bacK agaIn.... after which went shoppIng to buy his camp things.... den off to take his big bag... time is up!! sobX2... :((
watever it is or how long it takes i'll always wait for you daydEe... reason beIng yOu're just my daYdEe....!! luV ya alOt....

that was all about last wks' and for this wk will be the same.... he's in camp and having field camp and all... as for me is only school and lepaking with my friends.... how i wish dEe is here now by my side.... haisSss... :((( 1 more dae to go and dEe will be back!!!! yIpEee!!!!
i reallY miss hIm aloT ..... i niD u saYang here with me..... sobx2 :(((