tHinGs gOt woRse @ tIme & baCk 2 nOrMal afTer dAt....
daT's sUx!!
bUt nId 2 aCCpt iT....
iT cN't alWaes b uP... evEntUallI it'LL b DoWn...
haIs.... dAt's LIFE....

cuRRentLy dOne mY proPosaL... tInkin oN hOw 2 con'T fRm dEre.....
sO mUch tHings haPPen dIs daEs...
maY is enDin... aNd jUne iS rePlacIng iT...
hMM... hOpefUlli diS mTh wiLL b a bRighter mTh 4 Me...
derE's aLot oF thIngs DAt i waNNa dO bY dIS yR...
bUt i dUn tInk i'LL b AblE 2 MakE iT...
lOOkiN @ mY condiTion nOw... i dUn tInk thInGs cN gO oN aS pLan...
haIs...


haD fUn dAt daE dUring dE tOur... de sTudenTs werE gReat bUnCh oF ppLs... eveNthOugh @ 1sT deY weRe liKe sTranGerS... deY'RE stIll nIce pEEps... dE DEY are refeRing 2 dE sEc 5 stUdeNts fRm EVERGREEN SEC SCH.... yuP... doEsn't lOOk liKe seC 5 siA.. so cuTe of dEm...
de tOur waS de bEst la... aLL de waE we WerE lIke laUGhin nOn-sTop... loLs... hOpefuLLi i'LL be joInin dIs eveNt agaIn... coZ dEre are sTill 9 sCh 2 gO... wOOhOO..!!!!

i'M sTill lOst.... dUn asK mE y....

sIanX!!!

bEeN SiCk 4 LiKE WeeKs... hAIs... JuST WEn 2 ViSIt DoC... Yup... He wAs sHocK daT i WaS siCk siNce lIke 3 wEEks paSt... lOls... gOOd Uh Me.... daH saKit teRuK aRu vIsIt dOC...
beSt lA!!! siNce mThs la nVr gO dEre... mCm BEst... lOlS....

fRi wiLl bE laStt daE oF sKUl... wooHoo!! YAYy!!! BuT I'm WERk InG 4 LIkE StRAiGHt 3 dAE La... McM teRRoR jeR... loLS... FrI tIll mIdnIte>.... dIe La.. pEnAt... nVm.. kIll uP mY tIme DaT'S unUseD... beTTer dEn @ hOme dOIn nTh...

2daE is PRINCESZ AZIE's buRfdaE....!!! maY alL uR wiShes cuM truEE k gIrl...
misH ya aLoT2.... tyKe Care....

maCeh 4 dE cUtie pInkie teDDy... lUv iT so mUch... pLus de CArD 2... =)

currenTly fEelIn sO dOwn nOwaDaEs... alwaEs nId suM1 bY mySide... haTe 2 b aLone....
beeN a bAd daE 4 mE few Daes bAck la.... shaLL nT menTion iT lA hOr... kEEp iT 2 mYseLf...
oriTes... shaLL sTop hEre...

assalamUalaIkuM.... tYke caRe dEn...

stuPid siA blogger... haIz... cn't upLoad my piCs daT waS taken dUrinG mY buRfdaE...

damn iT...

feelIn sO dOwn....

haTe dIs....

tYke cAre pEEps.... =)

yaY-ness!!!

tuRning 19 in 3 daEs time... wooHhooo...!!! gOnna mIt eiTher bestie or syg or both on dat dae....
dN tiNk it's gOnna be fuN or wat lA... waT i tInk i'M goiN 2 lUv iT coz it'Ve been a Long tIme i've nT miT bestie & mY syg.... hmmm... saD rite.... been bz 4 dis wk bCoz oF the saLes preview... damn tIred la... everi daE enD latE...

2 UT haf pass... duN tiNk daT de reSult wiLL b gOOd la.... maiN reaSon is Dat dere'S nt enuF time 2 comPlete alL de questiOns la... 30 mIns... waT do U xpecT riTe... hais....tMr PCB UT....
dIe la.. hands On sUm moRe... double haIs....!!

i'M so glAd dat 1 of mY wisH was gRanted... alhaMduLilLah!!! wiSh her aLL de besT la hOr...
[ u nOe wHu u arE la hor gIrl ].... anOther happY thIng is daT mY deaR hUi leNg HaF jUst got attAch... loLs.... wiSh hEr & hIm a lOng rElaTioNshIp lOr.....

lEssoN getTing bOred liao... hMM... pIty de faCi sIa.... oUr attitUde abIt sux La... taKing adV oF de FacI siNce he'S a nIce faCi lA...hoPe he dUn mInd La.... lOlsss.... stoPing heRe lOr....
wiLl uPdatE sOOn... tata pEeps!!

assaLamuaLaikUm....!!!

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day and make it
ok
I miss you

goNe... 2 sumwhere i dUn nOe whEre 2 fiNd....

tIred yEt haPPi....

reaCh hOme ard 10 plUs... did a SMALL celebration 4 MOTHER'S DAE!! lols... i sang mother's dae song la... dey were damn touch... lOls... hope dey enJoy demselVes oN dis sPecIal dAe...
liKe my mUmmY... sHe did enJoy herseLf... coZ she weN 4 hOls... hurhur... hMMM...

i'll b keEpin mySelf bZ 4 dis 2 mThs ... aLL bCuz of De GSS thinGy... wooHooo.... goNNa be fuNN... loL... BUT... i'll be daMn tiREd... hais... stIll nId 2 stuDy 4 UT... damN iT...
dIs wks shedule is damn fUn la... everidaE werkIn xcepT moN & fRi... fUhhh!! teRoR siA me... gOnna be tiRed lIke heLL la... bt nVm... gOnna mIt ALOT of new PEEPS... gereK!!!!furthermore, i wuN haF 2 trouble uP mY guY 2 mIt me 4 diS feW mThs... eveNthOugh i'LL mish hIm lIke heLL... & i hOpe he'LL fEel de saMe waE as i Do... hmmm... i mish mY oNli 1 bestIe la... guEss i'm goNna mIt her nxt Mon dat is MY BURFDAE!!!! YAY-NESS!!! hope dat she cN picK me up... hurhur... manJe mah... lolS...

i'm turNing 19 in 1wks time... lolS... sO siaN... gettIng oLder sooN... hurhur... i duN tinK i'll haf a wonderful moments duriNg my burfdae... hais... wuN feel anitin speCial goIn oN... haiZ....
i mIsh mY olD classmaTes... mY SYG, my DARLING, my ADEK, my ABG, my KAKAK, my AMIRA, my APPLE, my VAMPIRE, my LIKENG.... deY realli enlighten my lIfe aLot2.... luV dem alOt...

tmr i'M haviNg UT bt yeT i haVen stuDy... DIE... i flung mY 1 UT... nOw i scAred i fluNg agaiN dis UT... saDeD!!! mayb later deN study la... nO mooD... i cn'T concentRate mySelf.... kepT tinKin abT hIm... reaLLi mish hIm alot la... been awhile since i didn'T mit hiM.... hais...

stOp mY storY here La... feel lIke slpiN nOw... hmmmm... tyKe care peePs....
assalamualaikum....

feEliN dOwn....
sittiN aLone...
in mY owN worLd...
cRyiNg....
trYin 2 fInd daT perSoN....
bUt i faIl...
he'S so faR... faR aWay frM me...
Y?? i dUn noe.... wAt diD i Do wrOng??
No AnsWer...
siLenCe....

did badLy 4 mY 1sT UT... SUX!! out of a suDDen i 4get evertIn... f***!! guess i'm goNna gEt a Bad GraDE... *cry*!! waLk de loNg waY 2 MRT statIon... waNted 2 wasTe tiMe lOr... waLk reLli sLow... enJoyiN de wiNd.... my mInd was lIke sO 'pack'... feeL like bReakin dOwn... i did cry lA whIle i waS walKin... bUt i coNtrOl... hmmm....

weN 2 Lot 1.... walK2... ALONE!! like 1 STUPID person.. damN it!! bought my adidas perfume.. wooohooo!!! ard 6 pLuS mIt mY siS & had dInner ... weN wiNdow shOpping after dat... nth 2 Do.. sO yaH... faV past time... lolS....

toT of talkin 2 hIm weN i reacH home bT he was BZ... so i jUst rotteN aloNe... haTe it 2 de MaX.... sumtime i feel dat i'm 2 nice2 PPl... dey takes thiNgs 4 granted... i hate dat...
ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER DEN WORDS!!

not 2 4get.... hehehe... had small talk wif Nashy in clAss.... we taLk abT ouR relationshIp.... share xperiences.... so fuN... interesting... eventhough we're nt dat closed... we still cn click wif each other... i tingy that make me tink is this...
[ FIND SUM1 DAT LOVE U MORE DEN U LOVE HIM ]

i've been tinin abt daT all dis whIle... bUt i cN'T fiNd de answer.. hais.....
erm... tyKe care peepS...!! luv ya...

felT sO sAd rIte nOw... nO1 mIght nOe how saDed i am.... weN 2 c My taGgy weN i saW

bestIe's tag... it was a bit hurtful weN i read It... soB2... i dUn noe waT 2 do weN i reaD iT...

toTalli saDneSS... i Noe i wAs wrOng dAt i wEn 2 c sp3 w/o her... i'm so sOri.... buT dUn bcoz of

dat u waNNa leaVe US.... hAis...


tmr is mY sYahMi's TP... wiSh hiM aLL de Best... hOpefuLLi he'LL pasS...


sTop heRe... wiLL updaTe sOOn... tyKe care....

daMn hOt weaTher ouTside wheN i weN oT of the House.... eNjoY mY deA sO mucH... wen oUT wiF mY MR SYAHMI 2 somerset... yup2... gO cathay cineleisure2 buy our SPIDERMAN 3 ticketS.... daMn fuLl la de theater... our sIt was E-20 & 21... woohoo... my burfdaE nO... hehehe...

after movie when 2 centre point 2 haf our dinner!!! had pIZZa... lols.. daMn fulling la... hahhaa..

tanx SYAHMI 4 DE TREAT.... luv u alot... while in pizza hut, so many cute thingy hAppens la...

we haD COUPLE HUT...( i tink so) den hut splatter.... mushroom soup... so full la after dat...

b4 dinner... wen 2 take new print... hehehe.... love dat pic alot... i look so diff la... hmmm....

sYg bought t-shirt frM flesh imp.... de deSign quite niCe la.. i oso waNNa buY... bT $$$ haVen get.. sO yaH... i'M goiN 2 shOp oN dIs fRi... wooHoo!!!

tOOk soMe piCtUres iN de tRaIn as Per uSuaL...

dat's some of de Pics la Hor.. lazY 2 uPlOad all Uh... hurhur.... guess i'm goin 2 stop here...

tmR nId 2 werK... slP liaO... tyKe caRE peePs...

aLone iN mY beDrOOm....


bOOoOO!!!

hahahaha`.) miSh bloGGing... loLs... sUffer 4 lIke few daeS w/0 mY lapPie...
*faint* sO bOred La.... BUT.... gT sYG 2 accMpy me... tok 2 hIm... yup2.... he's been nice 2 me all dis while la... onLI sumtime... we gT in2 a smAll 'war'... lols... anIwaE dat'S natuRal u c....
MACEH MUHD SYAHMI 4 DE ACCMPY-ING ALL DIS WHILE...... APPRECIATE IT....
as 4 my RJ... i alwaes asK my deaR uNcle aLan 2 seNd 4 me 1... hehehe... alWaes keep tRoubLing hIm... hais... toWie hOr uNcle... TANX ALOT2 HOR.... nT 2 4geT ... my mr syahmi alsO heLp me 2 type mY RJ & seNd iT 2 unCle whiLe mYlappIe in ICU.... YUP2...
sO nIce of hIm... hurhur....

beeN so reStLess w/O lappIe la... weN 2 cLass dO nTh... cn"t chaT... aiyo... diE le... i veRy guai loR 4 de few daes.... hehehehe.... BUT NOW i have my lappie back.... woohooo...!!! so de super duper2 hapie.... cN have mY life baCk 2 norMal.... hahahahaa....

guess i cn staRt countIng down 2 my BURFDAE liao... lols.... i'm getting mature by 1 yr.... wahahaha.... 2 wks plus... dat's fast man.... bUt i'm goiN 2 b bz le... aiyo.... UT is staRting on 14 may... mON... hais... digital electronic sum more... haven revise le... *faint*... i haf 2 werk after skul liAo... hais... startin nxt wk... hais... tired le... straight sum more.... den cn't mit him liao ...
must wait till fri after skul den cn mit... saded man...!!

tmr i'm going 2 watch SPIDERMAN 3.... yay-ness!! wahahaha.... goin 2 spend half of de dae outside wif him... after which i gt no time liao... gt 2 werk ma... saded!! gonna make full use of my time dat i haf wif him..... gonna miss him la...

ermmmm... i guess dat's all la... i guess... hehehhe... dun noe wat 2 type liao... will update soon la hor... btw uncle alan ... i've update my blog liao... dun 4get to link me up hor... if nt dun wan 2 tok 2 u liao... hehehe...

tyke care peeps... hmmm... I MISH MY BESTIE.... WHERE'S SHE???!! hais....