frustrated, irritated, annoyed....
feel like puching the wall...
arrrgghhhh....
y must all this happen....
tried very hard to be nice...
not throwing temper n all....
but i just feel that its too much....
everytime this happens...
i just breakdown & cry...
nth else that i could do...
haaisss..........

i wan to run far far far far away............

it's already 2am in the morning n yet im nt aslp...
suprisingly i dun feel slpy like hw i use too...
kinda off wierd but just cnt be bothered to think abt it...
miss the time wen u hold me tite...
spending time like there's no tmr...
joking n teasing each other...
talking on the fone till morning...
all this left only as memories for me...
things changes as people change...
not complaining...
just saying...

last day of fasting n raya is coming.,.
arent excited for that...
dun noe y but yah...
the feeling is just so wierd...
cnt explain it at all....

wen popeye for last buka session with the girls...
at last i got to mit up with haira...
miss her alot2....
had ben&jerry for after that...
cool or wat.....
hopefully this yr jln raya will go on smoothly as planned...
looking forward to mit everyone back like how we use to...

wat a dae...
injurd my toe for some reason...
n its bleeding and painful...
cian faeza....
hais...

will update the pictures in facebook wen i feel like updating it...

feeling quite dissapointing for now....
application for school was successful...
however money will alwaes be the main issue...
how i wish all this problems wun happen to me...
just wanna study as much as i can n be someone...
achieving what i've been dreaming for...

day by day the stressness is increasing....
feeling like things wun happen the wae i've planned...
trying very hard to make things right...
hoping for the best as possible...

to people who have been helping me...
just wanna say thank you so the very much...
greatly appreciated and i love u guys....

not looking forward to hari raya....
sadness....

lots of things have been taking place around me..
happy or sad...
it just happen as planned by fate...
there's things that I've pick up along the way...
learning how to give n take...
learn how to accept things that i should...
haix....
this is all the matter of time...
that could change things....
for the better...