20 daes to goo n dats is super duper long....
can it just fly faster....
the day wen i send him was the sadening dae for us...
24 daes without eacch other....
no calls, no msgs, outing, dating,.....
but appreciate him for his effort to call and msg me....

been making my daes as pack as possible....
trying to make myself happy....
btw thanks to farhana aris for the company all this while....
appreciate it alot and ur milo oso.... =P
take care people....

happy 9 month aniversary to US...
been a long time since the day i met him....
till now all the things that we've been through...
ups and downs in this relationship taught me alot...
i hope and wish that we'll stay together forever & ever...
btw thank for the cookie monster soft toy that you gave me...
i love it as much as i love matrep and goblin but i love u even more....
wen Ehub to catch Knowing after my long dae tuition....
was kinda lost watching that movie evnthought i didnt slp during the show....
hahaha... forever lost kid....

talking about going overseas....
just hate to hear about it...
afew more weeks and he's off....
somewhere far from me...
am i prepared for that....
3 wks without anitin from him is ridicules....
totally got no answer wen he ask what am i going to do 4 dat 3 wks...
i myself dont have the answer to that question...
what can i do when he's not here with me....
i'm soory for giving u that answer....
i'm just not prepared.....
aniwae i dun mean what i said....
trying not to even think about it....

u'll alwaes be in my heart sayang.....

Officially graduated with a DIPLOMA in Biomedical Electronic Engineering.....
sound so WoW but basically the same as the rest just that it' like a rojak 2 me....
was so nervous when going up the stage....
my sis say i look like cartoon ....
so damn the not me .....
stage fright......
hahaha....
took lots2 of pictures with all the peEps that i Know....
going round and round and round to find people to take picture with....
wahahahaha....
gonna miss POLY life with all those crazy and sweet people that i've known....
food was so2 onli but the pizza and fishball was the best....
tiring wearing the heels for like half a day......
cant imagine if i were to wear it for like whole day.....
tsk tsk.....

went Sweensen with sis and mummy....
had lucnch coz very the hungry....
and off to grandma house while i went home....
met nurul & Ezzah after that for some dinner and rounding2....
however something unpredictable happenned but good thing not that serious...
still i'm sooo damn scared...
overall i enjoy the outing with those 2 girls..... *winks*

cant wait for tomorrow coz hubby is booking out.....
hopefully that's confirm coz i really the miss him alot.....
so damn appreciate that he msg me when having his camp....
i wish he know how much i miss him and will miss him when he's not here...
thailand trip is around the corner....
that means that i'm left behind alone without him by my side....
almost 1 month without him is like hais.....
dun noe whether i'll be alright with that later or not....
1 month is very long and i'm left with nothing but only his L.O.V.E in my heart....
*crying*

had 1 wish for my birthday in 1 month plus....
hopefully it will come true......
*close my eyes*
i wish i wish.....
please make my wish come true....

i'm off....

been a long working dae as usual....
werking and off for tuition is just my routine...
sometime im just sick and tired of all this things....
i wanna be somewhere peace and calm....
where all the problems will be gone....
tinking too much can make me go sick...
i wish someone will eventually come...
bring back the old happy2 me....
haixx.....

did i take the right move???
did i do it right??
if nt what is wrong???
i'm totally lost....
here alone....
sobx2.... :(