yay!!! at last i cn log into my bloggy....
i wan 2 update alot alot alot of things le....
but let me start by stating that i'm attached....
yes!! i'm attach 2 a guy by de name of JUMALEE.....
i just wish dat it will last long....
i cnt bear 2 be hurt 4 the third time....

life is simple nwadaes bt happening....
wif my clans ard and my dear....
dey really make my dae....
i'm back 2 my own self....
yes2 i am.....
weeeee....

nw a get to noe the truth....
but wat different does it make???
been waited for like mths.....
but i'm jst left wif nth but 2 guess it myself....
trying my best 2 make u smile...
coz i love it when i c dat smile on ur face....
i was damn dwn wen you start emoing...
jst wish dat i can take away all ur probs...
but it's beyond my limit....
i tried to help but u reject it....
wat's more i can do other den trying to talk 2 u.....
time passes by and things getting nmrl...
bit by bit i cn feel dat de emo side of u is gone....
de smile dat i've been waiting have finally came...
super happy .....
but smth bothering me....
wat will happen if u noe de truth....???
i dun wanna be a steal,....
dat steal de smile and joy frm u....
i felt bad abt myself...
hurting people....
gosh....

things happen eventually.....
but dat was 2 soon....
u admitted de truth....
but it wont make a different...
instaed i feel akward....
i'll miss all de things....
hw am i supposed 2 face de future ???

didnt wen 4 skul...
was quite wierd as i didnt alight @ wdlds....
wen sumwhere 2 clear my mind...
wasnt in de rite mind.....
tinking wat will happen nxt....
i break dwn...
for no reason....
i'm nt ignoring u or avoiding....
i just feel different,....
jst dun understand y...
cnt u jst convince me.....
i loose hope.....

dis is wen story started.....