Friday, February 23, 2007

2dae is just a normal dae 4 me... morning go werk.. @ nite cum back ... mon-fri like dat...
but nvm.. my time is filled up... now my life is damn empty... my heart shattered into pieces...
dis time i realli fall.. flat onto de ground... sob2... y must all dis happens??? i dun understand y...
i kept cryin last few daes wen i rmbred all his promises... swit words... all lies.. smue janji mlayu...
had a difficult time to get myself back... ppl might tink i'm okie but it's onli de outside... inside..
onli god noes... hais... de wae i bring myself ard haf change too.. dat i noe... i'm more pampered now a daes.. all bcoz of wat i'm suffering now.. & my sistaz noe dat... dey realli tyke care of me..
i'm so touch... awwww... kekekkeke... ni la akibat klau kecik2 main api... skrg mkn diri sendiri...
kept rmbring wat my abg saes... "good tings onli cum once" noe den i agree wif him... it's true...
but i dun do tings on purpose... past is past..
i dun noe whether i cn go thru all dis again... dis time i'm loosing my fwen,bestfwen & also my bf @ shot... i'm so weak now... y must it b hym??? sob2... dis is de worse nightmare i've ever haf....
watever la... i shall drag myself 2 move on... even it's so hard... shall live wif de momories dat's left behind.... tyke care peeps....

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