hey ya peepsss....

was the starting of the school today.....
1st lesson was micro c....
damn irritating yet fun.... hehehe...
gt scolding frm my DEAR faci for nt cumin 4 lesson last week....
wahahahah.... kene shot sia... saded.... hais....
lesson was preety short la....
no ppt... onli each person do 1/4 of the codes and done....
but ..... hais...
i made my team lost 4 energy... sob2...
i go click anihw lor.... wahahaha....
funni.... den everi1 disturb me.... =(
hw blur cn i be... hais....

all my 1st UTs flungs.... hais... y uh...??
study oso flung.... bodoh sia me...
i realli nid books 2 study.... realli.....
i wan 2 faster grad frm poly....
stress 2 de max.....
hais...

report is done and nw 1 more burden.... POSTER!!!
hw 2 doooo...? haiyo.... cn i just dun do all dis.... i wan exams.... sob2....
must jia you do poster & present it onces and for all.... hais...
feel so scare le 2 present... skali kena shot frm de advisor den i'm dead....
ohhh GOD help me.....!!!

life seems to very complicated.....
too much obstacles dat came @ 1 shot....
1st wen i got 2 knw dat he's gettin engaged....
2nd wen i noe i dat i must move on frm him....
3rd wen i nid 2 put all de memories dat i had wif both of dem in a box & left it bhind....
4th. . . . . . . . . . .
5th. . . . . . . .
i may nt noe wat's coming nxt 4 me....
will i ever had de strength to go thru' all dis obstacles.....
will i ever have sum1 whu realli care 4 me for whu i'm realli are....
will i ever love sumone like hw i use to love him.....
will i ever find wat's missing in my life.....
de feelin dat i have is sooo strong.....
i'm scared.... realli scared......
i'm scared 2 make de mistake again 4 de 2nd time in my life.....
i'm scared 2 hurt more ppl's feeling .......
so confused.... i realli do..... hais.....

i just wish.......
i can turn back time and make things right.....
hais..... but it's too late..... realli late to turn back.....
onli left is memories.... be it swit or sour..... i treasure it....
'good things only cum once and it'll end dere'........
dat's wat yogibear told me.... & it's true..... veri2 true....
but y must i loose sum1 dat i love soooo much.... i dun understand.....

i'm off now...... nid 2 design my logo 4 class t-shirt.....
tyke care peeps...
muacksss!!