GuiLt...

SlamAt aiDil adhA to evEryoNe...

LifE haVent bEen gOod...
LOts oF tHinGs goEs hAywiRed...
WoRk, faMilY, drIvinG, heAlth, moNey..
EvEythIng jSt hapPen onE shot tiLL i duN noE wAt or hoW to solVe thEm all...

ToT daT hAvin tO woRk awaay fRm too muCh goSsips arE muCh moRe eaSier but nOt at aLl...
TheY are prEety mucH equal heAdacHe crEated...
Wen wILLi reAlly fiNd a suiTable joB thAt i rEally loVe.....
GoNna stop wErkinG hEre n wAiting fOr soMethinG neW foR mE...
TiRed oF all thIs shiT peOple's is gIving mE...
EnuF is enuF la moNstEr...
I giVe up.!!!

Day aftEr dAy, feLt sooo driFted apart..
Too muCh proBleM thAt i'm tHinking but noBody giF a shit oUt of iT...
All thEy noE is foR me to heLp den n Not vice verse...
I noe uRe marrIed but stiLL, u haF ur siblinGs n parents to tAke carE ok....
Im jSt tiRed oF thinG of eveRythinG all by mYself...
FoR godsAke...

GonNa stop drIving foR nw...
Not dE rite tIme tO conT...
Haix...

WeN will i b ReallY b heAlthy liKe beFore...
BeEn faLlIng siCk quite oFten...
N hoSpitAl aPpoinTment agAin...
HaIx...
GueSs im goNna skip dAt agaIn...

SoMetImE i jst wiSh dAt i cud enD it thE nicest wAe foR you... But yoU simplY duN waN to acCpt thE faCt...
ThEre's nO wAy thiNgs arE goiNg bCk tO hOw it uSed tO b... CoZ deeP insiDe, i giF uP oN loVe...
So plEase movE on n dUn lEt thIs guilT dat i hAf noW hunT mE doWn evEry singlE momEnt in my LifE...
I jSt wAn you To b HaPpy...
PlEaSe...
We cAn stiLL b frIendS...

I wiSh i wisH to bE haPpy agAIn...