life seems to more complicated now....
looks easy but it's not....
no one noes it....
nt even ME...

kinda confused @ times....
wen i noe i belong 2 sum1...
but i dun feel like....
wierd....

everi hours.....
everi minit....
everi sec....
i still think about hym...
sum1 dat use enter my life....
be dere for me wen i'm in need.....
bt now.....
he's gone....
far2 away frm my life....

i dun understand myself....
what exactli i wan in life.....
hw stupid i cn be....
tryin 2 move on bt FAIL....
wat's so diff btween hym n my other x....
y cn i move on dulu n nt nw...?
wierd huh....
de most i can do is 2 let it b....
hais...
hw i wonder wen will dis cum 2 an end....