woke up in the morning....
feeling a little lost....
kinda of wierd...
missing ....
haiss...

1 wk 2 go and he's back....
hope everything goes smoothly...
not really counting down but just ...
getting bored days after days.....
i wish i can turn back time...
having fun time.....
smiling always...
but not now...
lying to myself....
running away from things....
when will all this feeling stop....
may look happy but the fact i'm not...

so happy for bestie....
at last being wif someone...
someone that she love alot...
wishing u all the best in ur r/s....
i bet u wun have so much prob than me...
i mit u later alrite dear....

working is so getting bored nowadaes....
doing same old things again and again....
considering of changing job but nt nw....
enduring for a few months more to go...

dun feel excited at all for my bdae dis yr....
kind of wierd coz it's really not me....
i dun noe y but dat's the feeling that i feel now...
only looking 4ward for bestie surprise that she made 4 me...
other then that it's just a normal dae....

guess that's all for now....
will update soon if that's feeling to update....
take care people...