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ThAt lIne tHat i cuD nEvEr cRoss oVer... BefOre i stRt wiTh anYthIng. I wAnna sAy smTh thAt you miGht noT nOe... I reAlly cRied ytD wHen i tAlk tO yOu... NoT bCoz oF tHe scOldIng buT inStead tHe wAy yOu reAlly shOw mE... THe wAy yOu reActEd toWards thIngs tHat haPpenEd & goIng tO hapEen tO mE.. ThE coNcern paRt tHat reAlly maKe mE fEel sO vEry touChed bY it... ThE feEliN tHt maKe mE fEels tHat iM bEing taKen cARe oF... ThE fEeliN tHat maKe mE fEels tHaT i mEan sO muCh iN yOur liFe thOugH wE caNt b anItiN... Im sO stUboRn & i nOe daT.. Im soRry i maDe yOu anGry yeSteRday... Im juSt uSed tO tHe faCt tHt pEoplE onLy sAE thEy aRe conCern & all buT thEre's no acTions foLlowiN dAt... AcTions sPeaKs loUDer dEn woRds... I juSt haTe dAt kiNd oF pEoplE & i dUn wAn tO puT oN hOpe on thOse pEopLe... DaTs y i nEveR hOpe thAt you wUd gO tO thE extEnt tO reAlly shOw yOur coNcerN tO mE... AfTerall iM nO1 tO yOu... JuSt a PaSser-by... NoThin moRe thAn tHat... BuT i nEver reGret bEing iN tHat kiNd oF poSitIon... A pAssEr-by tHat gOt tO fEel tHe reAl meAnIng oF LOVE & beIng loVe bY soMeonE spEciAl... SoMethIng thAt i dUnt knOw i'll gEt tO fEel tHat agAin in tHe futUre.. I dUn nOe & i duN wAnna lOok foRwArd tO thE futUre... Im juSt scAred tO lOose wAt i Have nOw.. LoOse somEonE thAT reAlly spEciaL to mE tOooo fAst... Im serIouSly arEnt pRepaRe fOr iT... ThOughh i loOk as iF i Am buT dEep dOwn iM nt... I dUn noE iF i cUd dO dAt w/o maKing mySelf huRt... WAt i cUd enSure yOu is dAt i'll moVe oN frOm yOu fOr suRe.. JuSt tHe maTtEr oF tIme... I'll liE tO mySelf fOr thE tIme beIng daT yOu're buSy.. ThUs, yOu canT b dEre aS lAst tIme.. ThOugh i noE it's noT suPpose tO bE tHat wAy... CoZ dEre's no oTher beTter wAy fOr nOw... MayB or sOon i'll fInd soMethiN thAt cUd maKe mE bUsy sO i woNt alWays tHinK abOut yOu.. I juSt hOpe tHat yOu woNt cHange thIngs tOo dRastIcaLly.. COz tiLl nOw i'm liKe suFfeRing inSide... PlEase duN.. I nOe yOu wAnna pRepAre mE fOr thAt tIme tO cOmEs.. BuT noT tOo muCh aT 1 tIme... If yoU reAlly gOT hEart fOr mE... OR shUD i sAy stIll cARe fOr mE... HopE tO sEe yOu sOon... I miSs yOu... :(((