elo ppl... been a long time didn't update... just feelin so depressed over things... hais.. every1 is pressurizing me... just gt no 1 2 tok 2 wen i gt probs... realli... ader matair 24/7 bz... onli left me alone... sadness...

but so 4tunate 2 haf abg man la... tok 2 him dis few daes... i've let every single things out frm my heart yg slame ni i keep & nvr let out... everytime i reply his e-mail... i alwaes cry... cn't take it... realli... i just feel dat i'm realli ALONE in dis world.. hais... did get advises frm him but most of them ive done them but result still de same... @ least there's sum1 dat is willing listen 2 me... dat's i'm in need ... sum1 dat cn console me.. b by ma side... especially HIM... but seems dat it's not happening...

tryin 2 make maself happy by making stupid jokes, spoting rai & syahril's mistake... wahahah... dey realli make my dae.. i mayb laughing but actualli i'm just dooing dat 2 just cover up my sorrows... onli sum1 dat noes me will noe... yup... dat's me...

going 2 haf hols soon... gonna work & make my shedule veri de pack so i cn 4get all my probs & enjoy life.... dat's wat i wanna do... i wan 2 werk 24/7... wan 2 make myself as bz as possible... i'm so lonely.... boohoohoo.... :(

tyke care ppl...