hey.... dun feel like slpin.... hais... actualli cn't slp... 2 much things is playin in ma mind now... hais.. feelin so de moodless now a daes... just miss doing things dat i used 2 do in de pass... playing pool 2gether wif bestie & HIM... go walk2 2gether... shoping ... dinner.. lunch ... movie..
onli de 3 of us... dat was a wonderful time... but it just left as memories... *sad*

dun noe wen will i get 2 haf ma life back like normal time.... alwaes smiling, laughing wif HIM & HER.... mish does moments... time realli flies so fast... now i just feel scare... scare dat i won't b able 2 overcum problems dat might arrive sooner or later... i'm just not ready 4 all dis... coz i'm alone... sobx3...

2dae i did nth much... just iron up my cloths 4 mondae... den surf de net... after which i fell aslpt... wen woke up i chat wif sum ppl... till now i'm facing ma lappy... hais.. so bored... cn't wait 4 mondae,... i wanna go skul... mit up wif ma friens... yay!!! @ least dey cn make me smile... & 4get abt ma sorrows.... 4 awhile...

sumtime wen i tink back on how i treated him... i treat him so nicely... nvr did i treat ma x dat way.. i so good & nice 2 u yet u treat me like dis... hais... wen will u realli realise ur mistake & change??? mon u will b back 2 skul... bet u'll b bz wif ur friens & ur moto... again as per usual... yah... guess i shud nt disturb u dat much like last time... i noe where i stand...

2 bestie: hope dat u cn find new guy dat realli luv u 4 whu u realli are... i tink u shud try & 4get zul coz he's nt worth 4 u... u're 2 good 4 a guy like him... btw tanx 4 helpin me wif de blog thingy... & also ma relationship thingy.... appreciate it alot...

tyke care ppl... dun get sick like me... kekkeke.... nitex.... bbuye2!!!