feeL like LiFe is meaNing 4 m3..
i cn't 4get abt d pAst... d More i Try 2 4gEt abT iT de mOre i kEpt rmBriNg abT it...
haIs... diS is d worse nItemare... jusT feel like no1 is bY ma side... i'm like loosing everithin da I use 2 haf... saDness... =((

tmR will b 1 BoriN daE agaIn... haiS.. mY sis is werKin... xcepT mY 3rd sis.. she'S sick... bT mayB she's Goin ouT wiF her bF... deN left M3 aLone.. saD rIte... i dUn noe hOw i feel now...
totalli confused... y cn't i pUt all Dis awaY frM my liFe nOw?? i waNna 4get abT it bT i cn't.....

i'm so touch dat hidayah realli care abt me.. tanx dear 4 de advises dat u gave me all dis while..
appreciate it so much... insyaLLah we'll mit up 1 dae & spent time 2gether gether okie...

tink dat's all 4 2dae... tink i'm breakin down in ani minute... coz it's areadi 5 of march... hais..
memories... tyke care peeps... nites nites...