niD 2 update la hor.. if nt dat hid will like nag & nag... wakakak... nah jkjk.... hurhur... basicalli i stay @ home 4 like de whole dae... hahahak.. boredness... BUT....wat 2 do... i'm SICK... down wif feveR & sore thRoat...nid 2 be weLL by sun coz i'M werkin... if nt i wun haf deenergy 2 werk... haiyo...

just wanna update abt ytd... hmmm met my sista 4 dinner @MAC... hahhhahakk.. den dere was party going on...if i'm nt wrong it was BPSS.... damn noisy la... kalah bdkkecik nye party sia.. realli la... i was like laughin @ dem la.. cn't belief @ dat kind of age dey cn like celebrateburfdae @ MAC... it was realli shockin la... wakakaka....i didn't stop makin fun of dem la... bad rite... wakaka..2 bad... i wanna b a bad person... whu care rite... so b it..as long as i'm happi den whu care... jadi baik pun no dif..hmmm....

i'm just confused nowadaes.. hais.. feel so as if i'm so bad..so selfish....hais.. onli tink of myself.. & nt others...hais.. y must i b like dat?? bt i alwaes tink & care abt ppl'sfeelings... den whu's de hell goin 2 tink abt mine den??hais.. stupid!!klau da name lelaki smue same... hais...

enuF of dis crappy things uh.. abt my skul thiNgs now... gonna b 2nd yr soon wen sch reopen... & it realli sux...nid 2 do personal profiling.. arrgghh... dat's enf 2 kill me.. damn difficult la.. dun even noe wat do on...hais.. reaLLi no mood, inspiration 2 do dis... hais...gonna die la... weN will i b able 2 pick myself up again??i cn't focus on my work... damn it.. hais... wat's de hellis happening 2 me nOw??? ani1 dere pls help & guide me alonG plss... hais.. sobx2...

just find de seni kate so meaningful la... so tyke care..mish my bestie & mish being mYself ... hais... assalamualaikum!!


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